i'm currently in the school library now. i'm supposed to be attending FI class but the lecture is such a total bore, Isabel ho seems to be teaching in her own world! so i left during break thinking of coming to the library to do some self-study while waiting for agnes to finish class. To my dismay, the studying area is freaking packed not even a single seat left for me.

btw i just took back my marketing mock paper, my result is wtf.

needless to say, i'd a long and sluggish weekend once again. i was hoping to have some individual time with linshaokang and i only managed to do so yesterday.

i dont understand there's always mismatches in life. someone that you probably need may not always be there for you. well, thats always happen to me. as it may be i tend to seek attention from others when i cant sought it from where it should be.

yes, i still presume that the good will never be rewarded or maybe karma doesnt really exits. I felt that i'm falling in deeper even though i'm constantly reminding myself that cirmcumstannes have changed. I've been giving excuses to myself that one day things will work its way out. Nah, eventually hanging up there will only bring about you dropping flat to the ground someday. i'm not as strong and nonchalent as i thought i were.

i know what are my priorities but i'm just sick of repeating this to myself kowing the fact that i'm so undisciplined.

perhaps when you're given with more options, life will be much happier. all i need is more assurance if not i dont know when i'll ever back out.

only the smart will go for the best.






Sugar by Flo Rida is awsome!

it've been quite some time since i have family day on Sunday haha.

this is a monotonous week again whereby i spent most of the days at home. i was home from monday to wednesday; attended school on thursday and stood me up:(

Friday was dinner at Toa Payoh Lor8 food centre with maxine, agnes, desmond and howa. Aftermath we chilled at the MacDonald at Pacifc Plaza.

Yesterday i had Waraku pasta at Marina square and caught this movie "Shinjuku Incident" at Plaza Sing with Desmond. We're supposed to have howa and the rest with us. Anyway, we were both not in high spirit yesterday. Well, i dont wish to elaborate on this.




It was a great movie though not much action scenes were involved. The idea why i watched this movie was because Daniel Wu was starring in it haha. And the Japanese Yakuza is freaking man.

One of my primary school tagged this photo of me in facebook.


Yes, i'm the one on the extreme left. I was quite chubby in the past and my hair was so short and nerdy haha.

Everybody keep mentioning about open-doors policy nowadays. I'm still trying very hard not to pin too much longing, anything can be a disapointment.






Haagen Dazz icecream:)