I'm damn fucking stressed now.

I think i can kill a lizard right now (only for this moment).

i've been browsing through livejournals lately especially when i'm at home the past 2days. though some of the ljs are selling the same clothes, there are still some pretty dresses that i'm tempted to purchase. It was then i came to realise that i have like tonnes of dresses being discarded in my wardrobe. Yes, i feel so damn distressed!! i used to wear dresses like every weekend when i head out. But now my typical wear is always a simple top (got design of cause) plus shorts and occasionally dresses (eg clubbing- which i seldom do so already and whenever i thought of wearing haha). But i really like to dress in simple style nowadays. Hmmmm, well perhaps its because there is like always no special hang out spot hence casual dressing will do? Or perhaps the guys always dress till very relax, i feel the need to dress down to go along with them LOL.



Okay, i'll try not to overlook my dresses from today onwards haha.




Lady Gaga songs are rather awesome!

BOOOOO! i've been spending most of my time at home meddling with my nano and downloading songs. i think the person who bought it for me wants me to fail my exam haha.


I realised it can be quite boring to be SINGLE on v.day. No, i dont fancy roses but its always good to have somebody making effort in planning your day. Well, i'd dinner with my 2 very good friends and followed by some chilling with aggy and caimin.




Some abandon houses at Emerald Hill.





The new series of Coach Collections look pretty sweet.














i'm fucking damn stressed, i cant finish mugging for my prelims :(

Currently in love with the song Breathe Slow by Alesha Dixon.

i'm so bored so i decided to think of 25 random things about myself. HAHA.

1. My english sucks. Yes, both verbally and literally.

2. Almond milk tea is one of my fav drink.

3. My ideal weight is 40kg. Please dont find me insane.

4. Like to take a puff before i bathe.

5. Dislike ORANGE colour.

6. My all-time craze is still whitening.

7. There are 2 softtoys on my bed- Gloomy & Rabbit, both pink in colour LOL.

8. Everyone knows i like hellokitty. To be even random i just bought a hellokitty organizer today.

9. Fetish for guys who are fair and have a pair of big eyes.

10. No idea when i'm going to snip off my hair.

11. Hate to eat veggies, but if you force me i might consider having it.

12. Wish for the day when i can whip up a good meal for my love ones.

13. Dislike my horoscope. (for your info, its Gemini)

14. Hate coming up with new topics to chat with someone else.

15. I love my grandma alot.

16. I wish to party like a rockstar.

17. I think girls have the privilege to be late.

18. I feel that girls can take the initiative as equally as the guys.

19. I think i look best in black. Hence almost half of the clothes in my wardrobe is in black.

20. I've never feel that life is FAIR.

21. I insist my acting skills is damn good HAHAHA.

22. I seriously dont think i look like ahlian.

23. I spent tonnes of money on sheet masks.

24. I seriously want to fix my nose.

25. I want a smashing 22nd. HAHA.


actually i realised 25 doesnt seem enough. GOODNIGHT world :)

i hope i'm not deluding myself all these while, i hate the reality.
or perhaps i need some assurance.
if only my happiness comes without any emotional strain.
i'm wondering how long all these is going to end.



i've already lost track on what i should post.



intensive mugging should start real soon.

xoxo,