Baby had his lasik opeartion yesterday and had been sleeping early these few days. I'm expecting him to see clearly such as an ant on the floor after a few days of rest :)

I feel so lonesome in in the night especially when i couldnt sleep. Studies is stressing me enough, along with other stuffs i feel so helpless really. Okay, i may sound pessimistic but i'm really trying hard to build up my confidence.

Exams will be in May and prelims start in March. Tell me how am i going to digest everything this few months when i'm actually at loss and hanging no where.

Alright, enough of all those bitter wordings. I realised it had been some time since i camwhored haha. Hopefully i can post up pics the next entry. My body shop stuff had already arrived and i'm collecting them from xw tml. I ordered their Seaweed Toner, Vitamin E mosturizer, Cheek blusher and Cranberry Shower Gel. Unfortunately i cant get to use the face products cause of my skin. I want to let go of them!! But i dont think there will be anyone keen haha, hence i guess i have to hold on to them till the time when i can start to use other facial products. (which will be like mths later)

New Year is approaching but i feel kinda gloomy.

I should hit the bed soon i have early lessons tml.

My first post in 2008 :)

I'm listing down some resolutions (though they are always not accomplished) :

- spend more time on my studies which include attending school

- save money

- improve my punctuality

- boost both my inner and outer beauty

- better time management

- happiness with bf

- set up online biz

Anyway, its very difficult for me to evaluate whether 2007 was a good/bad year. I just hope every year will be promising and happy for everyone.

I spent my new year eve with fireworks-watching at Tanjong Rhu, droving around and some chilling session with baby's friends at Mr Bean. This time round is with his another group of friends ,17 of us (mostly couples) and 6 cars.

I'm feeling awfully depressed these few days. I've been popping in pills since ytd and i'm living in this world with my lowest esteem. I hate this kind of life and i really hope i can get over this asap. Its the most dreadful first present god gave me in year 2008. Thanks baby for his encouragement and accompany these days i truely appreciate :)