all these precious moments...

2009-04-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

i'm currently in the school library now. i'm supposed to be attending FI class but the lecture is such a total bore, Isabel ho seems to be teaching in her own world! so i left during break thinking of coming to the library to do some self-study while waiting for agnes to finish class. To my dismay, the studying area is freaking packed not even a single seat left for me.

btw i just took back my marketing mock paper, my result is wtf.

needless to say, i'd a long and sluggish weekend once again. i was hoping to have some individual time with linshaokang and i only managed to do so yesterday.

i dont understand there's always mismatches in life. someone that you probably need may not always be there for you. well, thats always happen to me. as it may be i tend to seek attention from others when i cant sought it from where it should be.

yes, i still presume that the good will never be rewarded or maybe karma doesnt really exits. I felt that i'm falling in deeper even though i'm constantly reminding myself that cirmcumstannes have changed. I've been giving excuses to myself that one day things will work its way out. Nah, eventually hanging up there will only bring about you dropping flat to the ground someday. i'm not as strong and nonchalent as i thought i were.

i know what are my priorities but i'm just sick of repeating this to myself kowing the fact that i'm so undisciplined.

perhaps when you're given with more options, life will be much happier. all i need is more assurance if not i dont know when i'll ever back out.

only the smart will go for the best.

Sugar by Flo Rida is awsome!

2009-04-05T17:46:00.004+08:00

it've been quite some time since i have family day on Sunday haha.

this is a monotonous week again whereby i spent most of the days at home. i was home from monday to wednesday; attended school on thursday and stood me up:(

Friday was dinner at Toa Payoh Lor8 food centre with maxine, agnes, desmond and howa. Aftermath we chilled at the MacDonald at Pacifc Plaza.

Yesterday i had Waraku pasta at Marina square and caught this movie "Shinjuku Incident" at Plaza Sing with Desmond. We're supposed to have howa and the rest with us. Anyway, we were both not in high spirit yesterday. Well, i dont wish to elaborate on this.

It was a great movie though not much action scenes were involved. The idea why i watched this movie was because Daniel Wu was starring in it haha. And the Japanese Yakuza is freaking man.

One of my primary school tagged this photo of me in facebook.

Yes, i'm the one on the extreme left. I was quite chubby in the past and my hair was so short and nerdy haha.

Everybody keep mentioning about open-doors policy nowadays. I'm still trying very hard not to pin too much longing, anything can be a disapointment.

Haagen Dazz icecream:)

2009-03-30T03:10:00.003+08:00

It was an unconstructive week AGAIN!

I swear i must buck up this upcoming week because time is really running out. I've like tonnes of consecutive revision classes for the next few weeks.

My statistics2 revision class sucks today because no notes was given to us. everything need to be copied from the transparency and you know my eyesight is very poor.

Fortunately desmond came to fetch me at about 3 pm and we drove to town for lunch and shopping. I had a total damage of near $150 today due to a Bebe top and a pair of m)phosis slippers. This gonna be the last time i'm gonna splurge before the exams. I've no time to dress up anyway.

I got home at evening time and it was quite a stunner that i didnt catch a wink of sleep before i met Aggy, Des and Howa for supper/my dinner at Bedok 85. It was a dramatic night whereby it nearly scare the shits out of us HAHA. Yes, a reminder to myself and any others: please restrain yourself from littering regardless of ciggarette buds, tissues or any visible items in the public. We (Aggy actually) nearly got fined just now. Luckily, Aggy and I requested for a second chance. She should buy 4D this week, god damn HENG!

Yesterday, we send Agnes to Dbl O before proceeding for our late dinner at ECP C-Nai Hk cafe at late midnight. I had an emo chatting session with Des at Tanjong Rhu for an hour. I came to realise i should really start planning for my future and set my priorities right. I apprehend that since young i always tend to place those not so significant stuffs before myself. Its time for me to be selfish and spare a thought for myself, I'm not speaking as though i'm a saint okay haha. And i'll try to cherish the things i have now even though the way ahead is uncertain.

Any blunder you made can never be turnaround.

Then on friday i'd dinner at Bugis before joining Agnes, rachel and the guys for mugging at Kallang mac. It was the first time aggy and i need not take the morning bus home because Des and Howa came to fetch us home Yeah!

I'm glad i've my happy pill back.

I'm totally jaded, time to hit the bed. Goodnight world :)

2009-03-25T19:59:00.004+08:00

I made up my mind yesterday; change my mind today; and i'm not sure of my decicion tomorrow.

i supposed there are alot of things that can never be measured. i couldnt get the idea how some people can dont really bother about the past and only pay attention to the future. Its quite a tiring burden for me.

Been travelling down to school for 2days for our 6hours marketing revision class. It had been one week since i last saw my darling rachel. As usual, our fatigued lesson is made up by our updates to each others and some gossips. We headed home straight after school. you see how BORING our life is!

GONG XI FA CAI to Lolli Lolli Agnes :) hahaha.

xoxo,

2009-03-22T06:31:00.003+08:00

I cant sleep.

Sometimes i feel that i cant really control my emotions well. Lately, i can be in high spirit at one moment and then emotional the next moment. And i do display it out. I used to be able to keep my emotions to myself by falsing a strong front and shutting off my mind away from those matters that i dont wish to think about. But now, i'm bothered by many things.

I'm really tired.

and pathetic too.

I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

2009-03-21T17:47:00.007+08:00

Zouk on wednesday night with Desmond. I was supposed to join Agnes and friends but i'm freaking lazy to get down early to queue up. We ended up chilling and drinking in Zouk enjoying Mambo HAHA. Lots of Whiskey Dry, JagenBomb, Guinness+Redbull make me throw up twice when i woke up the next morning. I seriously think my stomach is very weak.

Btw, i did attend school on wednesday morning though i was late for nearly 1hour. I cabbed to school lo!!

There's no job for this week. Well, actually i turn it down because the slot is very late- past midnight. I need to save up for my holiday trip but firstly i should curb myself from shopping online.

Yesterday, I didnt go for Ricky's chalet in Downtown East. At the end of the day, Caimin, Howa, Des, Daniel, Maxine and i had beancurd at Selegie before we drove to Caimin's cirb and chilled at the void deck for 1hour plus. But basically i was doing some catching up with max.

I'd MacDonald Hotcakes delivered to my doorstep (no,my house downstair instead) at 6am in the morning YEAH!

My hair is pissing me off everyday. I really need a haircut.

OUTZ

2009-03-18T02:50:00.002+08:00

sian i've got school at 12pm tomorrow. DREAD.

but i really hope i can turn up for my stats class because i've never attend one single lesson before. i know this sound insane.

i'd newyork newyork for dinner at Citylink just now. we'd 2 complimentary drinks because the salad and appetizer that we wanted to place order were OOS?!

i've cravings for beancurd right now BOO.

i'm gonna download the rest of the episodes for gossip girls season 2 asap. i'm tempted to watch it.

xoxo

2009-03-16T02:51:00.008+08:00

I didnt go for the IT fair with the rest this afternoon because i didnt want to get squashed by the crowd! They got jammed in the traffic for a very long 1hour! Fortunately i did not stick along as i'll surely blow up. Ultimately, Agnes and Des both got a 500gb hard disk each. I want to get a portable pink colour hard disk at 320gb actually. Well, nvm i shall take some time to contemplate till the next IT show in June.

Example:

PMS hit me hard today. I dont even feel like smiling or talking. But i enjoyed talking nonsensical(obscene) topics with howa haha. I'm sorry to the peeps if i did show some displeasure on my face which i think i did. My dinner was settled at KFC in Kallang Leisure Park after Des, Howa, Caimin and Aggy picked me up down my crib's. We made our way to Keppel Bay's TCC for drinks and desserts. I love the marble cheesecake:)

Somehow i'm home early tonight but i'm lazy to do everything i'm supposed to do (mugging supposedly). i'm stuck in front of the com staring into space. I didnt even log on to msn. WHY AM I SO LAZY!

I'm anticipating the day when i can let my hair down and enjoy a day without stress or worries. 27th may 2009 marked the day of my freedom yet my first phase to working circle. I always remembered what Melvin told me when i seek for his advice on whether i should further my studies after i graduated from poly. His exclusive replied was " the society dont even need you, you should jolly well continue your studies" . HAHA i'm not offended at all, i felt it was quite true even until now.

Before i continue my grievance, here's some photos taken yesterday at Alley Bar with the clique. I was shopping in Town with Aggy earlier on before Des picked us up at Wisma followed by gr and min at Suntec. Ashton for late dinner and desmond came out with this brilliant idea of going for drinks. I really need some booze. In fact 2 glasses of johnny walker is definitely not enough :(

I love the group photo.

I was dressed up as some fairy on Friday. This is my partner Sylvia. She's only 20 and standing at 1.73m!! Pardon for the poor resolution, my hp camera sucks big time. After work, Josy suggested going to Timbre at substation. We stayed until they closed for business.

Sigh... I wish for more LOVE and............ MONEY.

2009-03-10T18:54:00.005+08:00

On saturday, i went to catch some performance(or some sort of concert) with Des at Marina Bay Platform because he got 2 free tickets. I didnt wanted to go initially as i can foresee there will be quite alot of local and unknown singers. My intention was to see Show Luo and the HK Actor Raymond Lam. Horribly, we watched till the last part as it turned out Luo Zhi Xiang was the last celebrity to performed :(

The view from my seats.

We packed our dinner and snacks for the peeps at Maxwell market and make our way to Hotel Re! to meet up the rest. We ended up chilling in the room watching God of Gambler and some other shows in the non-smoking room. Maxine was doing a photoshoot in the hotel room earlier on and the very nice photographer left the room for her. Too bad Daniel is out of town Haha.

Yesterday i went mugging with Aggy at Kallang Mac again. We arent so productive yesterday as our concentrate span is merely every 2hours. In fact I was very sleepy last night. One thing gross about studying in fastfood restaurant is that they really lured us to eat nonstop. Hopped on to bus31 at 6plus am.

I'm already very unproductive on the weekends, this imply that i should pull up my socks on the weekdays. BUT, i'm still of lack of self-disciplined seriously. MORE MOTIVATION PLS!

Marketing Mock Paper is on thursday 10am. Sucks.

And I loathe people preaching at me. If you're tactless in conversing, then get a life please.

BACK TO THE BOOKS VAL LEE!

2009-03-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday work was fine because i was partnered with my beloved Danielle! It had been months since i last worked with her. As usual, we travel down to work together. We were separated for 3hours and sadly we spent only 1hour working together.

Serangoon Garden for supper. Carrot cake, macaroni and beancurd makes my day!

i realised i cant study in the weekends. rachel is right we should have booked our revision lectures on the weekend haha.

boo. i wanna be a big bag egg:)

2009-03-05T17:12:00.002+08:00

I'd a 6hours mugging session with aggy yesterday night at Kallang Mac. Okay, perhaps i cant really say its 6hours because we need to take off some time for food, ciggs and some chatting. I think we're behaving like gluttons last night. Upon reaching Mac at 12am we shared a McNuggets Meal; 3am we had Sundae (my treat because i was late) and lastly Mac's breakfast at 5.30am.

I still couldnt finish my chapter last night. BOO:(

and I have not taken a glance at my notes since i woke up just now.

Most of my girlfriends are sorta like having new guys/bf lately. I'm really happy for them even though i'll have lesser friends now. Nonetheless, i kept complaining to everyone that i've got no new ideal guy. Well, but till now i'm still not looking for a permanent bf.

I didnt know staying up late will activate cancer cells in our body! I'm impressed.

Gucci makeup pouch looks tempting.

off.

2009-02-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

I'm damn fucking stressed now.

I think i can kill a lizard right now (only for this moment).

2009-02-19T03:56:00.003+08:00

i've been browsing through livejournals lately especially when i'm at home the past 2days. though some of the ljs are selling the same clothes, there are still some pretty dresses that i'm tempted to purchase. It was then i came to realise that i have like tonnes of dresses being discarded in my wardrobe. Yes, i feel so damn distressed!! i used to wear dresses like every weekend when i head out. But now my typical wear is always a simple top (got design of cause) plus shorts and occasionally dresses (eg clubbing- which i seldom do so already and whenever i thought of wearing haha). But i really like to dress in simple style nowadays. Hmmmm, well perhaps its because there is like always no special hang out spot hence casual dressing will do? Or perhaps the guys always dress till very relax, i feel the need to dress down to go along with them LOL.

Okay, i'll try not to overlook my dresses from today onwards haha.

Lady Gaga songs are rather awesome!

2009-02-18T18:13:00.007+08:00

BOOOOO! i've been spending most of my time at home meddling with my nano and downloading songs. i think the person who bought it for me wants me to fail my exam haha.

I realised it can be quite boring to be SINGLE on v.day. No, i dont fancy roses but its always good to have somebody making effort in planning your day. Well, i'd dinner with my 2 very good friends and followed by some chilling with aggy and caimin.

Some abandon houses at Emerald Hill.

The new series of Coach Collections look pretty sweet.

i'm fucking damn stressed, i cant finish mugging for my prelims :(

Currently in love with the song Breathe Slow by Alesha Dixon.

2009-02-04T02:47:00.005+08:00

i'm so bored so i decided to think of 25 random things about myself. HAHA.

1. My english sucks. Yes, both verbally and literally.

2. Almond milk tea is one of my fav drink.

3. My ideal weight is 40kg. Please dont find me insane.

4. Like to take a puff before i bathe.

5. Dislike ORANGE colour.

6. My all-time craze is still whitening.

7. There are 2 softtoys on my bed- Gloomy & Rabbit, both pink in colour LOL.

8. Everyone knows i like hellokitty. To be even random i just bought a hellokitty organizer today.

9. Fetish for guys who are fair and have a pair of big eyes.

10. No idea when i'm going to snip off my hair.

11. Hate to eat veggies, but if you force me i might consider having it.

12. Wish for the day when i can whip up a good meal for my love ones.

13. Dislike my horoscope. (for your info, its Gemini)

14. Hate coming up with new topics to chat with someone else.

15. I love my grandma alot.

16. I wish to party like a rockstar.

17. I think girls have the privilege to be late.

18. I feel that girls can take the initiative as equally as the guys.

19. I think i look best in black. Hence almost half of the clothes in my wardrobe is in black.

20. I've never feel that life is FAIR.

21. I insist my acting skills is damn good HAHAHA.

22. I seriously dont think i look like ahlian.

23. I spent tonnes of money on sheet masks.

24. I seriously want to fix my nose.

25. I want a smashing 22nd. HAHA.

actually i realised 25 doesnt seem enough. GOODNIGHT world :)

2009-02-03T02:08:00.004+08:00

i hope i'm not deluding myself all these while, i hate the reality.
or perhaps i need some assurance.
if only my happiness comes without any emotional strain.
i'm wondering how long all these is going to end.

i've already lost track on what i should post.

intensive mugging should start real soon.

xoxo,

2009-01-30T17:19:00.002+08:00

it sucks when your effort is not being appreciated.
it sucks even more when you're being misunderstood.

i seriously should stop neglecting this little space. okay, i'm more motivated to share about my life here.

not in the mood to blog still.

btw HAPPY NIU YEAR!

2008-12-24T18:24:00.003+08:00

its christmas once again, time really flies. we've not come up to a plan yet, pleaseeee dont make me stay home during this season.

wanted to do some serious christmas shopping yesterday but failed :(

pardon for my disappearing during the weekend. i'd an awsome trip to kl and malacca. there're so many moments i wished to capture on camera.

'm planning to swtich to a new blog soon but i have not thought of a decent blogname yet.

merry christmas everyone, have fun!

all i want for christmas is you

stresseD!!!

2008-12-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

Hi im here to blog again.. im feeling damn stressed up rite now.. u r oversea enjoying urself n yet i cant get through to u, cant hear ur voice or sms wif u before u r away.. hai we had broke up for 4mth plus liao n my mood is still feeling tis way.. dont u love me anymore liao? im suffering everyday n worse today.. ystd i see mao n kelly finally patch up.. i feel happy for dem but for us i feel veri veri sad.. its onli a small ting tt cause us to break up n y cant we be tog after so long de cool dwn period.. my leave is over soon n i cant even spent more time wif u.. u told mi tt u cant commit to me but i juz wanna noe e reason.. u kept saying tt i treat u gd n u can see tt even till now i still care for u so much..by seeing tis u still tink tt im nt e guy for u? y cant we juz happily be tog i really dun ustd if u feel tt u r happy wif mi for e past few yr.. i juz dun believe tt u can forget abt all our swt memories n forget how much u love mi or maybe all e effort we had made to make tis relationship going for so long.. i really dunno tt u still haf any love or feel for mi seriously.. i feel tt after so long u r still avoiding the problem in us.. u kept avoiding mitting up wif mi, chatting wif mi or reply my msg.. y muz u did tis? in the past, u told mi tt u wan to c mi everyday, like to chat wif mi alot and where all tis gone?

i had been tinking of our days tog everytime but had u been missing or tinking? or u juz wanna take time to forget everything by trying to keep urself buzi.. i seriously wanna pass u all e cards u had made for mi n let u keep n u can read it in ur free time lor.. tink of all e promise or chen nuo u had made to mi and tink of how much u nid mi n love mi in e past n hope everyting is true from the bottom of ur heart.. who r e one who is by ur side till now when u fall sick or encounter any prob, stress in studies or fanincial or family prob.. izzzit mi or others? i can say tt u r e one by my side too when im in hospital or when my family had prob, i encounter stress in poly n life.. u r e one who didnt left mi alone!!! and help mi through all e difficulties.. had u forget abt e effort u put n how we struggle through e hard period tog? i seriously need u to go n tink n not keeping urself buzi to avoid it really.. Can u promise mi tt!!!

juz look at all our foto or watever ting i gif u or contain our relationship n refresh e day wif mi? izzit happy or i really dun treat u well.. tis will help maybe

2008-12-12T15:35:00.004+08:00

I'm so drained.

Pardon me for not blogging, I'm too lazy sighs.

I cant believe christmas is just in 2weeks time. I'm looking forward to my xmas present!!

There are like so much things i want to do before this year mark an end.

Monday was Hari Raya Haji, met up with the lovelies for dinner and coffee at Plaza Sing.

Tuesday, Aggy and i dropped by Ikea after school.

Wednesday, I was running errand here and there. Went over to Parkway to collect my uniform that was left over at Roxy for months. I cabbed down to Trina's place which is at Cambridge Road to pass it back to her and collect my uniform as well. Many thanks to Jiaxi for sending me home.

I celebrated yk's 21st with him on wednesday night. A great nightout with sumptuous dinner and favourite coffee.

I attempted to take 21shots of him but failed haha.

Oh ya, and yesterday work was fun with michael and darren around.

Update soon. BB

2008-12-05T17:48:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, Aggy and i had mugging session at One Fullerton's Coffeebean and dinner over at Marina Square.

Tried these out in Zara.

Wednesday, we hit zouk again. It was outrageous because the rest reached at 8plus and the queue was overlong. We managed to cut queue and get in at around 930pm. Caimin joined us for awhile, and we had dinner at the coffeeshop nearby.

I dont know why i look drunk when i'm damn sober.

We met Dede and his gf at the smoking area.

We left the club at 3plus am. I guess we are too old for the crowd in Zouk, or perhaps Phuture. Maybe we should try out other clubs in future its getting too boring.

Pondering if i'm a boring person too.

Gotta work later, so dread.

in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

2008-11-30T19:22:00.005+08:00

It was a mundane week with the usual routines.

Monday and Tuesday: School
Wednesday: Sakae sushi, Starbucks, Mt faber and Cosy bay.
Thursday: mugging sessions at Parkway
Friday: C&K warehouse sale, Suntec, Marina Square Mac, Dempsey's Ben&Jerry, Six Avenue, Bukit Timah's prata shop
Saturday: Work, Wisma, Fareast, Marina square's Hk cafe, Mt Faber, Kallang Mac
Sunday: Home

And yes, spending more than half an hour on the phone everyday.

I'm such a bummer. There is a marketing test on Tuesday.

I've been spending more than usual lately, not sure where did the money go to. I had better start watching on my spending!

Hopefully, Zouk on Wednesday.

I just can't believe you're gone

Still waiting for morning to come

When I see if the sun will rise

And the way that your by my side

2008-11-26T17:35:00.006+08:00

I've been feeling moody and restless ever since i came back from KL.

Did a LG netbook launch at Chijimes on Friday. It was my first time working with the rest of the girls. They're really nice babes.

After that was yummy Bat Kut Teh as dinner and supper at Happy Valley Cafe.

Saturday, i did a Jack Daniel event at Hacienda in Dempsey with Dalena and Rachel.

I was supposed to knock off at 12am but the client extended one more hour. I made the rest waited for us for one whole hour in the car. After work we had dinner/supper over at ECP Carls Junior. Caimin stayed behind to mug while we headed home at 3plus am.

I went to cut my fringe short which i kinda regretted it.

Desmond went India on Monday.

21more days :(

2008-11-26T15:47:00.013+08:00

Hello! I'm here to post the overdue KL getaway trip photos. I've collaged them because i'm too lazy to upload everything up.

Day 1
We left Golden Mile at 7.30am in the morning and the coach took about 6hours to reach Bukit Bintang train station. After checking into the hotel, Aggy directed us to Amoy Street for our brunch.

We're all famished.

After our brunch, we make our way to Sungei Wang for some shopping.

Backed in the hotel room where the guys started some pillow fight whatsoever.

We had Thai Food at Amoy Street again.

We turn back to the hotel room to get ourselves prepared for club in the night though the guys seemed very reluctant.

Unfortunately, the 3 of us overlooked the idea of bringing identification out hence we werent allow to get into any clubs. We felt really apologetic as the guys did brought their license out and we're the ones who initiated the plan. Hence we settled down in some random thai club for some drinks and music. The music was lagged behind of we're hearing in Sg now.

My eyes began to hurt like mad while we're dancing at the podium. Some fucking bastards keep bumping into me and hurt my wound on my feet that was previously scratched by max's cat. We cabbed back to the hotel before the club closed as everyone was dead beat.

I brought my newly-bought Kose mask and got them to try with me. Haha damn funny i know.

Day 2
I set my alarm at 9am and got myself bathed before i woke maxine up, followed by agnes. We headed down to the hotel 24hour Koptitiam for breakfast separately with the guys.

There're a few varieties and we choice western.

We proceed to Times Square for more shopping in the noon.

Along some alley.

On our way.

While we are doing some retail therapy, we spotted a shop promoting fish spa at RM15 and decided to give it a try. It was my virgin experience and its freaking itchy. Aggy was the winner because her feets attracted most fishes!

After that we met the guys for lunch at some hk restaurant.

Haha Howa and Yingzhong with the 2 babes doing some cosplaying in the atrium.

The lousy guys started grumbling they're feeling sick and tired so they make their way back to the hotel for nap.

We stayed in Times Square for more shopping and had coffee at Starbucks. Everywhere outside is smoking area!

Aggy got Twilight at Borders.

We cabbed back at around 7.30pm and camwhored in our room before waking the guys up for dinner.

Both Max and I dig leopard prints!!

We took train to Chinatown for dinner and shopping again.

In the train, its actually the same as Sg's LRT.

Our dinner.

One and only group photo.

We didnt shop much in Chinatown because all of the stalls sell pirated goods. The people there are very wierd- all look like tikopeh haha.

In the night, we slacked in the room. It was kinda pity that we didnt make full use of the night. Des came over to our room to have cup-noodle, watched tv and play card-mahjong whereas the rest went for their long-hour supper.

Day 3
We couldnt wake up for breakfast because everyone overslept. We packed our stuffs and checked out the hotel at 12plus pm.

We had lunch at some steakhouse. The whole decoration of the restaurant look like a ship. Even the waitors and waitresses are dressed up as sailors.

We strolled around Lot 10 and cabbed to the train station at 3pm. Got ourselves Dunkin' Donuts and ciggs at the station.

On the coach back to Sg.

This holioday trip was okay. Maybe partly because everyone was sick, we could not make up our mind of where to go all the time. Even though the traffic in KL is horrible; the air seems stagnant; but still, its good to get out of Sg even for awhile.

Bkk is having riot, there goes my chance of shopping again :(

2008-11-12T02:55:00.006+08:00

I accidentally found these pics on facebook. OMG, this was exactly one year ago where we had the white collar boxing event weighing session held at BQ bar. My fringe was quite long back then.

Presenting all the boxers..

This boxer is very friendly.

Very Tall!

Look like some press conference haha.

I got so frightened when this boxer lifted us up, but Judy seems so happy!

He still can answer questions.

Female boxer.

I like this shot :)

Dont you find him quite cute?

LOL look at what he did to my hair, its so hilarous.

Another shot.

Can you imagined the 2 of us actually lifted this more than 100kg boxer up ?!!

Nice arm (w' tatoo)

Oh, he placed his hands too high up ya.

Yeah hanging in the air!! Cool.

Tall & Strong!

The committee.

Danielle, Me and Judy.

Come to think of it, i really miss working with Danielle.

I spent money on lingerie again.

I'm hungry, craving for Auntie Anne. Night world =)

2008-11-11T00:51:00.008+08:00

I've been enduring the discomfort in my stomach for like 5days. i think i'm quite power because i can still hang out and eat as usual. But the pain is like attacking me like once every hour. I've been planning to visit the doctor since friday but i keep putting it off as i assume that i'll feeling better the very next day. Big Sigh.

Last thursday, caimin brought rachel and me to mug at one of the study rooms in SMU. I like the school, its hundred times better than SIM. Well, i shall meet caimin more often for study session HAHA. We had supper at Upper East Coast's Ba Chor Mee together with Agnes and Des.

Did an one hour job at Grand Plaza Park Hotel with Sherry on friday. She's really one hot babe. I dined in at Pastamania and caught Quantum of Solace that night.

It was average, 3popcorns.

Aggy claimed that this James Bond looks tooooo old, but i find him very fatherly haha. oh shit i didnt realised i got affections for old man lately.

On saturday howa, desmond and i had inexpensive yet tasty dimsum at Jalan besar. We had a mountain of food till the three of us couldnt even squeeze in anymore drinks into our stomach. I want to go back for more dimsum next time!

I finally had homecooked dinner on sunday. It was heavenly! Then des, wa, max and i chilled at Amk MacDonald for a little while. YAY, maxine will be joining us for the KL trip. We're like so paranoid yesterday discussing about what to wear in order not to get rob or rape LOL.

Today was school for msm and bugis with rachel.

Gotta hit the sack early tonight. Goodnight sweethearts =)

Buck Up, V!

i fell in love with stick with you, i know its an old song.

2008-11-06T15:08:00.008+08:00

I just swept my room. This is like a once-in-a-month thing. Usually its my mum who keep the house spick and span. I felt abit shameful because none of her 3 daughters do the household chores. For your information, i do know how to cook either but i'm quite interested in knitting & sewing. LOL.

Let me dig back into last week.

Last friday was halloween. This year, we didnt get to dress up again because we ran out of time to prepare the costumes. Anyway i spent my boring halloween chilling in town with darling aggy after i'm done with the boxing event at Orchard Hotel. We even took a NR home haha.

I was rang up on Saturday's noon to replace one of Thea's girls who was unable to make it for the Rugby event at SCC. The jobscope is easy and it was fun working with the other babes though it was damn hot especially on Sunday. Thea is such a sweetheart to lend me her sneakers.

We had to carry this big rugby ball and walked around the field.

Me, Judy, Channelle and Rachel. We just came up from the field and were sweating away.

Me with the sheep. (its actually a sex toy)

The kids are snatching the rugby ball.

They're really hyper active.

In the night, together with the usual peeps (w' Chung) we had supper/desserts at Upper Thomson- Tong Sui Cafe. We headed to wa's house to deal with des's scratched car and we ended up playing some stupid games which make me racked my slow brain real hard.

Sunday night was catching SawV at PS. After the movie we drove to Bedok 85 intending to eat ba chor mee but it was closed, had to settle with something else instead.

3popcorns.

Parkway's mac cafe with agnes after my Monday's class. I'm really thankful to a Malay uncle who gave me a 1dollar coin to take bus because i've no coins and only left with a 50 dollar note.

Tuesday, i went marketing class with aggy and we had dinner at TPY together with des.

Yesterday, we had dinner at Marina Square. Caimin joined us after his school and we went for coffee at Starbucks situated at OneFullerton. It was supposed to be some chilling and chatting session but horrendously we did not talk to each other until we packed up and walked to meet maxine and agnes at Timbre2. HAHA. Caimin was surfing the net using his laptop; Howa was watching some show on his PSP; Des was also surfing the net but using his itouch; I'm playing DJ max on Psp hehe. Then all of us went Mt Faber for some inspection of venues for max's birthday party. The guys started turning gay and doing some drilling thing (I'm really not sure). It was even crazier in the car. Lastly, we had supper at a Malay shop in the train station near Cantonment. Home sweet home at 3plus am.

Going to mug later.

I've been meeting AGNES HO consequtively for 9DAYS hahaha. I'm Lovin' It.

KL trip is still not confirm.

I'm getting lazier to work.

OUTZ.

my feelings

2008-11-02T12:04:00.003+08:00

sorry that i went into ur blog n post again.. hope u dun mind coz this blog belong to us in the first place..

em.. u noe tt im feeling v pressurized, tong ku n stress n i had no time to tell u everyting in face or by fone so iid to post it here..im currently nt feeling v well, i kept having negative thoughts, scared tt i will really lose u 1 day or u will forget abt mi n our love.. tis 3mth i have nt been happy at all u noe tt.. i suffering in silence n i had so much fan nao..last time u will be my listening ear n support but now i had nth.. all is kept inside my heart.. u shld noe how painful is tt..i do nt noe u r really happy now or juz wan to move on without mi but to mi i tried v v hard.. i still cant move on with my life n im feeling more hurt everytime when time passed.. maybe i feel tt e more time goes by my chaance will be slimmer. i noe i keep talking abt all this shit whenever we meet or chat n make u feel v stress n insecure but tis is nt my fault i cant help it.. i'm worried tt if i stop saying tos ting u will feel tt i had get over le n i cant be wif u liao n i'll lose all my chance n hope.. i really v v scared abt tis thing..

i noe u kept avoiding mi becoz u dun wan gif mi hope but this make mi even more hurt.. i do not noe how much i mean to u now but i feel tt im lik nth to u n this make mi more depressed.. i had told myself not to tink abt it n i tried v hard but i felt even worse this way.. i dun feel like going on seperate way wif u n i cant..u may tink tt im useless or not man or wat but do u noe tt how much i love u..i hate myself alot for behaving this way too but there is nth i can do! memories wif u juz keep flashing in my mind.. i shed every nite whenever i close my eye to sleep..

i noe u r nt those heartless girl.. i noe u dun wan to see mi liddat oso rite..pls ans my call n reply my msg coz everytime i cant reach u it made mi go crazy.. u shld noe e feeling lor.. i cant reach u n yet i cant do anything except keep calling or msg.. i noe tis kind of behavour is like a pest hope u dun blame mi la coz i really care..

pls pls.. give us a chance to try things out again.. i may be selfish to request for this coz is im e one who cant get over n want u to gif in now.. i dun request much la.. not asking u to patch wif mi rite now.. i onli wan u to treat mi e way like b4 by msging n call mi often, chat wif mi abt ur prob or gossip n joke n play wif mi lor.. coz u lik v serious n dun feel talking to mi whenever we chat n juz want to hang up e fone faster.. i dun mind waiting for u for mths n yrs to accept mi again but try to rem to stay as close as possible to mi..

last time we r so sticky u still rem.. we stick tog everyday.. we had such good memories n happy days in e past.. had u ever recall e life tog wif mi? is happy or sad u shld noe compare to ur life now w/o mi.. u sure u do not wan back ur life wif mi? without any stress n having a bf to care n pamper u, bringing u around solving ur prob, fetching u n alway be by ur side? i noe tt u still haf feeling for mi pls dun hide it can.. everytime i ask whether u still love or miss mi u say duno.. coz u r unsure.. u do not want to gvef mi hope n u urself duno wat u want too rite.. u're worried tt if u come back to mi u'll lose all ur feedom now. or its that u do not wan to be wif mi anymore but u scared u will hurt mi or regret next time.. i duno if i'm rite but this is what i feel.. but i can assure tt i will trust u more n wont be too possessive toward u. i will be more mature. i onli want to have ur love..

i really hope tt we can remain close like before like a couple at e moment and in the meantime u can go tink if i'm really the one who u can love n trust n give u secure.. at least tis way i will feel better n i wont talk abt those things n u wont feel stress oso.. then as time goes by if u feel that u dun love mi at all le we still can be gd frenz ma den i wont feel so sad coz i oso see the effort u put in.. rite? u ustd wat im trying to say? this is e best soultion to us i tink.. haha.. sorry.. im like writing a story.. hope u will read it n rem it.. coz everytime i talk to u, u like choose to forget de..haahaa

2008-10-31T15:30:00.006+08:00

I'm going to get prepared for work soon, damn dread.

Yesterday i went Mustafa with maxine and agnes. Haha and we spent like one and a half hour inside shopping at almost every level. In the end each of us bought some necessities/miscellaneous/food for ourselves and in addition aggy finally got her Casio watch, max got her tiaras for her comapny chalet whereas i couldnt find the stocking that i want because all dont suit my skin colour boo!

Aftermath was supper at Spize together with Caimin. We chilled for a few hours trying to come out with venues for max's upcoming 21st birthday as all the chalets are fully booked. Aggy was the winner because she came out with the most brilliant idea- St John Island. LOL

To be random...

I had this for Brunch just now. Its milk tea btw.

Take a look at my legs that are bitten by poisonous mosquitoes. DAMN IT.

And i saw this on the net, quite interesting though.

OFF TO BATHE!

2008-10-30T15:29:00.007+08:00

So i finally dig out some time to update this blog.

No, in fact i've so much free time on hands. I'm a wierd person.

Last Wednesday was zouk with aggy,rachel and xiaowei. It was a boring and chilly night. We slacked at prata shop, hang around the bars and meet new peoples.

We celebrated Josy's belated 23rd birthday at ButterFactory last Saturday. Anyway it was my maiden trip to BF, the place was god damn packed especially the R&B section. I didnt get to observe the crowd because i dont even bother LOL. I ran into Judy and Stephanie as well. We started the night late and i remembered i kept bottoms up with yingzhong, josy and dunno-who-else with the chivas that des got for us. I began to behave eccentric by forcing yz to smoke, passing drinks to apple they all and getting angry for nothing etc. Before the club switch on the lights, Josy was already gone.

Everyone said i'm an obedient drunkard which is good. Desmond was so cute because he kept asking agnes to pull up my dress because it was dropping LOL. I puked on aggy's leg and the whole of desmond's hand. HAHA whenever i'm drunk these two friends of mine will have a bad time. HENCE, i love them to bits!!

Anyway hope Josy did have a smashing birthday.

Deepavali was spent having lunch at Subway with Yk at Kallang Leisure Park and dinner with the guys at Cine's Shokudo. I love the Japanese Pasta over there.

It was pouring heavily in the noon and we were both drenched because he ran over to the car and drove to pick me. Anyway we had a good talk that day and he has not contact me since then. I guess its time for us to move on.

Yesterday was supper at ECP's Carls Junior again with Max, Aggy and Junior(HAHA).

Lastly, i wanna roar!!!!

I've got more than 10 mosquitoes bites on my poor little legs. And i swear its fucking damn itchy and you cannot believe i've got one on the sole of my feet. i bet you guys wont understand my agony. Speaking ot it, i'm feeling the itch again :(

I wanna watch Gossip Girls.

2008-10-22T02:58:00.009+08:00

i couldnt sleep well these days. aggy said smoking is one of the reasons that caused sleeping disorder. moodswings strike on me periodly. retail therapy seems like the only remedy for me to counteract stress. but i always ended up feeling more loss.

life is very stagnant now. monday and tuesday are school days, after sch will repeatedly be shopping and dinner with the usual girlies. the weekends are usually working days. i seriously need some thrill and buzz!

i WANT to get the samsung hp soon because my current one is damn cui :( most probably in november or before end of this year. i dig rach's iphone as well.

he is booking out this coming friday, wow like finally! but i feel really sorry because i cant meet him on the weekends but i'll try my best to fork out some time to see his botak hair hahaha.

yesterday maxine and aggy picked me up and we went ECP's Carls Junior for dinner.

Beef Chilli Cheese Fries <3

perhaps one of my new craze now is body ink.

2008-10-17T02:45:00.003+08:00

i'm like blogging on a weekly basis, i know its damn dead here.

life is such a mundane.

i'm proud of myself for attending 12pm classes for 2days. after school was town consecutively with rachel and xiaowei.

on monday, i bought my chanel powder. BUT its like so much darker than my previous shade. though i've heard positive comments about the current one but i'm still not used to it though :( sorry friends i've been whining too much.

tuesday we combed the whole town for rara's mum birthday present. in the end she bought a Charles & Keith handbag and i ended up buying a 36bucks random coinpouch for my mum. xw, jem and i settled at Paragon coffeebean for my white chocolate frap which i totally dig! and i was brought back to the memories 6YEARS back.

wednesday was town chilling with aggy and des. i had ebony and ivory cheesecake+ choc rum spin+ squidhead for dinner. aggy and i slacked at the bus stop for like half an hr before heading home.

thursday was a short mugging session (copying notes in fact) with aggy at bugis.we tried to shop but nothing caught our eyes.

i'm currently in love with jay chou's new songs. HAHA i'm thinking if i should get his album which sounds dumb.

Back to MTV.

2008-10-12T17:37:00.006+08:00

Its sunday again. Thus its gonna be my rest day after so many days of late nights.

Caught Painted Skin at Vivo few days back. I find the show kinda entertaining. Its based upon the classic Chinese literature of stories dwell on fox spirits. Initially i was still expecting some spooky storyline or kungfu but it ended up to be a romance story.

Yesterday i met up with Aggy at Parkway after i knock off. The valet parking guy at Big Splash was kind enough to send me out of ECP to parkway parade. We chilled a Mac Cafe for a couple of hours and ended up at the playground near MP Library with chips and drinks (tea haha). Its always good to have some individual time with my bestie. At 4am, we make our way home by strolling a few bus stops distance before hopping onto a cab.

2 classes tomorrow :(

I feel so sad i need to pay my own phone bills. And i need to get a new pair of contact lenses real soon, my current one is hurting me.

Pictures taken before he shave off his hair. Take good care in camp ya:)

Updating this space soon :)

2008-10-07T02:33:00.012+08:00

I think my blog is going to be filled with cobwebs if i continue not to blog HAHA.

It was practically a hectic week.

Tuesday we went Parkway's Mac Cafe to mug.

And I had Thai food with desmond for dinner at one of the resturants at Purvis Street. It was really good.

Wednesday night, Aggy and me carried out a secret mission at Kg Arang LOL. Before that we were in Parkway buying flowers, present and doing up Rachel's birthday card.

Aggy with the lovely roses.

My turn!

The roses were delivered to Rachel's doorstep at 12am.

Lastly was supper at Happy Valley HK cafe after Des picked Caimin and us up.

Thursday was Rara's Birthday at OneDegree15. Uploaded some of the photos.

In the room

Me and the birthday girl

Birthday girl cutting the cake.

The gackies

4/9 of our clique. (Pam and Mandy have not reached)

CCHS pple

Max and Pam

My lovely Gen!

Caimin and me

The Clique.

The girls

We didnt stayed over at the yacht because both Aggy and me forgot to bring out contact lense case and spects. We left the place at about 4plus am. Des and i had Yong He beancurd as breakfast before heading home.

Friday was sheesha at Arab Street with Agnes, Max, Vincent, Jo and Des.

We had supper at Boon Keng's Prata shop and i accidentally stepped on a cat!!! BOTH the cat and I felt so traumatized. haha.

Worked at Roxy Hotel again on Saturday. This time it was for Erdinger and i was made to dressed as a french maid. Yucks, doesnt suits me at all.

And i need to tie my hair into plaits :(

I took a bus down to Cine to meet Agnes. Then, Josy, Howa and Yingzhong picked us up at PS and we went sheesha again! Our 2nd trip turned out to be quite a disaster because the shop run out of mouth piece and the flavour sucks.

Caught House Bunny on Sunday. 3.5 popcorns*

The lead actress Anna Faris looks alittle like Britney Spears. The movie idea is somehow telling us that not all guys go for girls that is dumb and pretty (bimbo).

Yongkiat is serving the nation on Thursday...

I'm tired. Bye world, will update soon.

2008-10-02T15:00:00.002+08:00

hey rachel darling,

Happy 21st Birthday.

Growing up with you, seeing you turning from a little girl to a gorgeous fine lady.

Love you :) xoxo

2008-09-26T15:10:00.010+08:00

I'M SICK.

I had fever plus gastric pain yesterday night. Pimples are popping out absurdly, probably due to the heaty food that i'm gobbling everyday or pms. MADNESS!

On Monday, I had a big acheivement of attending 4.5hours of lectures. I payed my school fees and collected 2 big bags of notes from room1.08. It was good that i need not carried the big stack of notes home myself.

It was Xiaowei's Birthday on Tuesday :)
Maxine invited us to Timbre for their anniversary party. Overall, it was quite entertaining with the addition of free flow of foods and drinks (up till a certain time). Good Fellas is really good. And the self-proclaimed "not drunk" maxine fetched us to Newton Circus for more food together with Caimin. Btw, we were really turned off by an aunty that was walking around selling tissue papers.

Wednesday, chilled at HajiLane's BlueJazz with Aggy, Max and Huimin at 10plus pm. Des came to pick the hungry aggy and me at max's house and we went Meng's Kitchen at Thomson for sinful supper!

I missed school on Thursday FUCK. In the end, i had Beach Road's Fried Kuay Tiao and K-boxed.

Selegie's Beancurd and crystal-baos are LOVE!

Work is totally screwed up.

I'm deprive of more rest...

2008-09-21T18:54:00.005+08:00

Surprisingly, i was home on friday night after work.

Yesterday because my partner was late for half an hour, we were made to stay back to made up for our lateness. Ended work at 11pm whereby Yk came to meet me for dinner at ECP. He send me to Balcony at 1plus am to meet up with the girlies- Aggy, Max and Pam. We went supper at Spize because Aggy was grumbling she's hungry LOL. Cantonment for some catching up with Caimin and Aljunied's Carwash for max's (bird-shit) car.

Btw, HAPPY BELATED 27TH BIRTHDAY to my beloved sister!

the more you push, the more i repel...

2008-09-19T11:42:00.003+08:00

a BIG load off my mind !!

Thank god, my results is finally out like after how many million years. The school ringed me up at 11am and i went to check my portal immediately. I managed to clear all, some modules are abit disappointing though.

oh well, its over at last.

2008-09-18T16:00:00.007+08:00

Wednesday- Dinner at White Dog Cafe before he went for his little getaway trip.

The food was satisfactory.

My top blend in with the pillar behind.

We moved to Paulander for beer.

I'm not really into beer actually.

Washroom at Conrad Hotel

Random

I attended school on monday and tuesdsay. Sian.

I'm supposed to be bumming around at Agnes house and cooking fried rice for her HAHA. I'm too lazy, FUCK.

Love or Bread. LOL

2008-09-14T20:36:00.007+08:00

A few facts about me:
- shy in nature. unless i'm very close to you, then you will get to see my insanity.
- capacity of my tolerance is big but till a limit. If one day i flare up at you it means i'd enough of you.
- money is important (money cant buy love, but it can create love)
- like to act nonchalant but actually need attention.

One of my friend told me these LOL. Pretty cool.

Boring Sunday.

I'm hungry but i'm not sure if i should wait for food or just cook maggie noodle to eat. Sigh.

Pics taken yesterday night at Mt Faber Safra:

Jiali and Me.

She's a sweetheart.

2008-09-13T16:28:00.009+08:00

Wednesday's friedrice was a bust! hahaha neverthelss its still edible and yeah try harder next time.

Rachel dropped by my house at 11plus before she head down Zouk to meet Xiaowei. Yes, needless to say for the next half an hour i was dolling up for club! We cabbed down at around 12plus. Run into Alvin Chow when we were queuing up. Took a puff outside Zouk and chance upon Jiaxi and his you're the one friends (I only remembered Clement and Caleb). And Peggy Chang is really gorgeous okay!! We headed to members to look for xw but she wasnt there. The two of us enjoyed ourselves with the drinks, finger food and our usual silly talks. I finally got to try out bubblegum shooter which was really sweet i hearts! We switched to Phuture at 3am where i bump onto Max at the entrance when she was about to leave.

Thanks Alvin for the drinks at Phuture! And i remembered i did talk nonsense to him.

And Jiaxi for taking care of us too.

Felt very apologetic that night because we made Des waited like 45min outside Zouk and i never picked up his call. He's really sweet to send us home.

And sorry to Yk for making him worried.

I reached home and puked immediately. In the morning, i puked the second time. After drinking <3 honey water, i puked again. Totally madness!

Thursday, I demanded Fried Kuay Tiao and Coke for lunch and my wish is granted:) So happy!! Mac Delivery for Dinner. Upper East Coast C-Nai Macau cafe for Supper with Agnes, Desmond and Josy.

Friday was work at Roxy Hotel. Des and Howa came to pick me up after i knocked off and we meet up Agnes and Maxine aftermath. Des was so kindhearted yesterday night because he bought alot of pratas back to his camp for his friends as supper. HAHA. Then we fetched Josy at his place and his Raffles Hotel mooncake was heavenly! The 6 of us drove to ECP Carl's Junior to fill our stomach, Carpark H for fun and lastly home (I was the last to be send home because i said something wrong lol)

Another uniform of Solbeer.

I think i look like the joker in the dark knight haha.

Planned not to work today but took up an event last minute. Maybe i shall rot my ass at home before the event start at 11pm.

I need new bag, new clothes, new kitten heels...

drinking is bad for both physical and emotional.

2008-09-10T06:44:00.004+08:00

i always have the urge to text you to apologise to you but i do not have the courage to do so. I know you will be readiing this, but i cant help blogging this out. I know i've hurt you like hell, i do miss our past but to me, there's no turning back. I can only say i'm not worth your love. i'll be contented just to hear from you once in awhile.

i've been feeling terrible lately struggling with the overdued results from SIM, constant naggings from mummy and many others emotions .

FRIED RICE!!

2008-09-08T17:46:00.005+08:00

I'm damn pissed+sad+frustrated...

I just called up RELC to verify if they have mailed out my results to me and i learnt that UOL did not send my results over to them nor SIM. I waited for like 1week thinking that my results is with RELC, now they tell me my results has not been send over. So what they expect me to do!! By the time my results slip fly over, its probaby like weeks later when school has started and ecr is over. There is nothing much i can do now except to WAIT for the reply from uol. The bloody SIM is still not answering my call. Sigh, my life really sucks.

School is commencing in one week time, i was kinda looking forward initially but i cant help feeling abit dread now.

Push away job on Saturday because i wanna enjoy the last few days of my holiday.

I finally had crab mee hoon at AMK yesterday after so many months of craving.

This is so cute!!

Singapore Chinese Garden Lantern Festival 2008
F8 Hello Kitty Go Races!
29th August to 28th September 2008
6pm to 11pm daily

2008-09-05T16:17:00.004+08:00

Agnes is probably dozing off on the plane right now. HAHA. Anyway i'll miss this babe of mine for like... 6days.

I'm feeling kinda upset now.

I'm starting to ponder what I wanna seek for in my life to make myself happy. I admit i'm getting cool in everything.

My main concerns now are:
- my results and my studies in the upcoming semester
- earn more money (thats explain why i'm more enthu in taking up jobs even though it sucks)
- myself
- family and friends
.
.
.
which means i'm planning to cast aside relationship.

But i'm not happy now, i need to keep myself occupied to escape from reality.

Work.

2008-09-04T15:28:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to get back my results and get over this whole shits. BUT, my bloody results is still unavailable in my student portal and i ringed up SIM hotline everyday- nobody pick up! i called up RELC and they said they're processing the papers so they cant help me check whether my results is inside. WTF, i'm so worried about it everyday. i really pray hard i wont fail.

I remembered Sunday i went Bedok 85 with Agnes, Des and Josy. Its my virgin trip there. I dont know why I've never been there for supper since its like so famous.

Tuesaday i had supper at Geylang's Dim Sum with Yongkiat, Kaixiang and Yingting.

Yesterday worked for like 1 hour plus at BQ bar when they decided to postpone the event because it was pouring heavily. But the organiser is still kind enough to pay us the rate for 2hours. We had some bbq food upstairs before we left the bar. Candy's friend fetched Noelle and her to Town and send me to Bugis to meet up Agnes and Rachel. We had some shopping and we had MosBurger before we head to ECP MacDonalds with Maxine along. Max is so cute because she brought her laptop down trying to webcam with her Canadian HAHAHA.

I must mention this. Max dropped me at the prata house near my house and i take away Egg prata(with curry and potatoes on top) for my father. The prata man insisted on making a new prata for me damn funny. Though its a ten minute walk from the prata shop to my house, i still feel merry. LOL

The new VB top, i look so sporty yeah.

My sister is out of the bathroom. I need to go shower and get prepared to meet my aggy later. Bye peepssssssss.

2008-09-03T03:35:00.004+08:00

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.

The happiest people do not necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.

2008-08-31T16:20:00.006+08:00

I had a busy and long week! It was splendid!

Started from Wednesday night where Des and Howa picked me up at my house because i was grumping to them i was very hungry. Before heading for dinner we went town to fetch Agnes, Rachel and Xiaowei. We ended up at Clementi's Botak Jones. Xw and rara hit the club while the rest of us ( cm, des, aggy, me, max, jos) chilled awhile at Timbre and make our way to Zouk aftermath. Josy was damn high and he claimed that he was halfway to the moon, haha wth! I remembered the both of us are reluctant to leave but i still managed to drag him out as the rest were all drained and tired.

Grabbed this from nic's friendster.

Thursday, Yk fetched me to Mountbatten Road to collect my Guinness uniform and we had dinner at Upper East Coast Hk Cafe. He treated me dinner and got me Hello Panda cookies to cheer me up because i was whining to him i want to go Zouk the whole night. Thanks :)

Did a 4hours promo for Guinness at Harry's Bar on Friday . Work was fine as customers treated me and Felicia (from Corona) snacks and the manager ordered fries for us. After work i cabbed down to Dbl O to find Agnes, Maxine and the TP peeps. YES, the drinks there are freaking cheap but the dance floor is stuffy and the crowd was really so-so. The club switched on the lights at 3am and we were forced to evacuate the place.

The drunken cat Max puked inside an empty jar in the club, in the cab and lastly at her house void deck. Agnes did puke in the toilet. Actually the two of them were already half-wasted before i reached. Woo, i'm the most sober that night okay!! Haha nah, i was a-little-tipsy. We send max back to her house and slacked awhile (ring up josy and scold him lousy lol) before me and Aggy bought cup noodles from the nearby 7-eleven and eat at the void deck. Damn unglam we know! I really love to take care of my friends when they're drunk, provided that i'm sober LOL. I know this sounds abit sick but i'm pleased that i do have friends that will take care of me when i'm in drunken state.

Saturday, did an event at Marina Mandrain Hotel for SolBeer. Supper with Caimin, Yingzhong and Howa at Victoria Street and they send me home after that.

I kinda like Solbeer uniform- Simple and not revealing. But it was abit loose for me.

Camwhore a little before work starts.

I didnt have time to snap any picture with my partner Christie.

Btw i was ringed up yesterday to work for Comex, i couldnt take up the job because i had job in the night. Sad right!

I'm feeling unwell. 2 more weeks to school reopen, hurray!

2008-08-27T16:16:00.002+08:00

I've got a savior who saved me from my dumbness. My handphone is well and fit now!

Caught Death Race yesterday, it was good- 3.5popcorns.

This movie shows about car racings, brutal killing and of cause hot babes. The convicts will be put through three stages of challenge, with the ultimate prize: freedom. Hence its either you kill or be killed. The lead actor is quite cute esp his freaking hot tattooed body which is damn sexy. I think i have a little fetish for hot bods now (not big size) .

My lower eyelid is swollen :(

2008-08-26T14:50:00.003+08:00

I'm SOOOOOOO angry.

I mentioned that i've just collected my handphone, bloody hell although the censor is functioning well now but the volume of my hp is damn soft even though i set it to the maximum!! i couldnt even hear clearly when answering phone calls. This means i need to bring it back for servicing soon as my warranty and in sept.

And my job tml is postponed to next week, BUT i rejected another job earlier on because i thought i couldnt make it. Fuck, its promo for Absolut Mango which i think it'll be very fun la! Most important of all, I'm damn broke lately. I'm so angry with myself.

Going to have my lunch now.

2008-08-26T02:30:00.009+08:00

22August Friday- Zouk

my babes

I'm like so happy.

With Kelly outside winebar.

Agnes with the white wine.

When Caimin stepped into Zouk at about 12plus, i demanded him to take picture.

My Sexyyyy

Bump into June outside toilet.

Vodka Orange

Cm and Rara

I think we spent a long time in the smoking area taking pics. In the end Des still came over to look for us. LOL.

My little lamb

I'm the photographer

Great shot, but look at my fringe. I'm always good in spoiling picture damn.

Bestie is the ultimate beerlover.

I didnt realise we took this pic.

Nicholas and Aggy. Woooot.

She claimed that this doesnt look like her.

HIGH!

With Cherie and Xiaowei.

The guys.

Overall, it was a fun night though we only managed to get into Phuture for like less than 10mins. Haha i didnt know i kept complaining to everyone i wanna go Phuture. Big thanks to Des for the drinks and everybody for taking care of me. That night cabfare totalled up to 30bucks.

I finally collected my handphone after like so long! Kindhearted Aggy came Plaza Sing to look for me after her Botanical Gardens Trip in the noon. We had dinner at MOSburger and Starbucks before heading home.

Tml i need to go to Eng Hoon Street.

2008-08-24T19:09:00.003+08:00

It has been raining the whole day, this made me feel so nuaed. So i'm staying at home today to rehabilitate my energy for the late night outs.

Will blog about friday night in Zouk with the pics later on when i feel like it.

Yesterday someone delivered homecooked "Herbal Chicken Vermicelli" to my doorstep during dinner time. Aftermath I went Joo Chiat's Bat Kut Teh with Agnes, Max and Des. Actually i only drank the soup (which i think is too salty) and ate the Salad youtiao because i was not hungry. Earlier on, they went shopping at Bugis and got themselves a big loot, I also want shopping LO!! Chilled with Caimin and Christina at Cine for like less than an hour when min left for home and christina left for Play. Lastly we had Amk MacDonalds as our unwind spot. Everyone seemed so EMO. lol.

I miss drinking honey with water.

2008-08-22T03:07:00.003+08:00

I WANTED YOU

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close...
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

its always when the night falls, i get to see my brittle heart.

2008-08-21T17:35:00.003+08:00

I decided to stay at home today because i've been hanging out late these days. And mummy is not very happy about this.

Tuesday
Meet up agnes and rachel at Vivocity for dinner and retail therapy. Finally get to see my rara after 1mth plus. Did some catching up though. She bought me a hellokitty mirror from japan which is really cute. thanks sweet!

Wednesday
Had dinner at "Changing Appetite" in Marina Square. Cantonment Road void deck for some puff and lastly Agnes house to slack. Btw, i appreciate aggy's accompany almost everyday. HAHA hope this woman wont find me a nuisance.

I miss home-cooked food.

2008-08-19T02:41:00.008+08:00

Thanks to those that had showed concern when i'm feeling loss during this period. I dont wish to elaborate much on this issue. All i can say is i'm fine right now :)

Its getting boring to blog, i've been keeping myself busy these days. Dinners, Suppers, Shopping and most importantly Agnes's belated party last friday. Here are some of the pictures.

Birthday girl with her surprise cake(brownie) from her poly peeps. so sweet!

The poly mates.

CCHSM frens

4/9

When mandy and mark arrived.

Her bandmates.

My gorgeous bestie!

Its supposed to be picture perfect, but i blinked.

Sandwiched between the two 1.65m ladies.

Howa. My face looks so small GREAT!

I think this pic is nice. Caimin & Mandy

Sexy max.

I look so tiny beside the 1.8m tall Felix

Camwhoring in the room. (alr half-gone)

And outside sitting at the bench.

You wouldnt want to look at the pics taken at the later part because i was damn CUI. haha.

Maxine managed to get home in her half-wasted state while i stayed in the chalet planning to accompany Agnes till morning. In factshe was the one taking care of me the whole night- holding my hair and stroking my back etc. Thanks darling! My alcohol level is ot really high, however I've got craving for liquor everynight which is really bad.

Need to get Agnes's birthday present real soon, i'm her life ATM. LOL.

Goodnight world =)

Leona Lewis- Better In Time

2008-08-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

ok. i ustd how u feel n after seeing wat u type i had sorted ting out. i wont blame ur frenz or accused u of wat u didnt tink or done. but i strongly believe tt maybe after we cool dwn n be tog again we will be more loving n happier. maybe tis is a test btw us and tis is an obstacles for us to overcome to walk through a longer path for the future. we can ustd each other better treat each other wif respect n be more mature n have less small quarrel. ya mature maybe. we wont treat tis as puppy love n easily say break to each other..

so i really decide to gif u time to tink n hope u wont make e wrong decision coz it will be regretted or a mistake for the rest of the life. we had been e best frenz couple for so long n i hope we can still be one, share everything tog and no secret between each other. if we realli wan to be tog i tink we really muz be mature tis time or else how can we pass my ns time or even nx time when we come out to work but mature doesnt= no laugther no joke no playing la u noe.. tis few days i wont mention to u abt tis issue and let u tink properly k. when i call or msg u we can juz talk normally lor.dun worry n tink abt e same ting will come back again pls coz love can overcome everything and after tis incident i tink i will cherish u more n tink more of ur feeling. i hope u can do e same too.. haha.. maybe going for holiday will help us more? rem e time we spend in sentosa n u act lik japanese.lol

all e best yea. really wish to hear e gd news and haf u in my hug again to tell u tt i truely love u!

2008-08-14T03:47:00.008+08:00

thanks for your post, i feel very touched after reading it. it meant alot to me..

i'm sorry that i hurt you so much, i know apologising is no way of compensating the pain that i've caused. you know it torment me too when i heard your voice just now, i really dont mean to do this to you but i know continuing this relationship the ending will still be the same. Pls dont ask me why will i know, its not because i dont trust you its just that i understand myself too well.

you may feel that i'm very selfish because all i'm concern 'bout is myself, whether i'm happy right now or whether i can have my freedom once again. but thats not true. i made this decision is because i dont think i can bring you any more happiness. No doubt that my feelings is not as strong as before but i've always knew that you've been tolerating my poor attitudes and bad habits. i truely appreciate what you've done for me. sometimes i do hate myself for being such a jerk. however if staying together cant bring us more happiness i rather let go and move on.

okay i may sound nonchalant and cruel but this breaking up issue has been happening like dozens of times and i think its time to make a stop to it. Frankly speaking, i cant bear to do so and i really do love you.

Perhaps one day i'll regret this decision made today, but all i need is a moment by myself right now. i know i may never find someone that loves me as much as you do, treat me as well as you do. because you're the best that i can ever ask for and i've never regretted falling in love with you. we can choose to forget this whole incident but you know everything wont be the same anymore. i'll always remember the happy memories you've brought me and i believe my decision will do us both good.

one thing i need to let you know is my decision is not being influenced by anybody neither do i have someone else in mind. maxine and agnes do not even encourage me to give up this relationship, in fact they speak good words of you. so, i hope you will not misunderstand my friends' intention.

i think i sound too calm till i myself cant believe it. my heart is numb.

val

2008-08-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

e blog skin is really swt n nice..but too bad.. i will miss it.

Im really sad!!

2008-08-13T20:08:00.004+08:00

Ya im feeling real sad rite now. hope u will c my blog here. precious moment of our 2 is no longer dere. im now tinking of our past memories. how we met each other . pub all anniversary sentosa birthday zoo hospital swt home prata shop dempensy rochester sch day movie park tanjong rhu. dere is no more now!! onli left memories.. from my heart i wan thx u for everything. for e past few yrs u really rock my life. we spend every min n sec happily tog.whenever we gt bad time we share it tog n gd time we enjoy it tog. i cant imagine how my life will be frm now onwards. i tried my best to save tis relationship but it take 2hand to clap. no matter how much i cant let go i stil nid to gif u e basic respect which i alway didnt gif u. i really hope we can be tog de..

do u noe y i tried so hard to save tis relationship? tis nt tt i scared lonely or wat. it tt i really love u. i gif u all my love till i cant take it back now. i feel tt its hard to find someone tt i really love, can chat wif mi everyday n wont run out of topic. chilling session wif onli e 2 of us for hours n hours, singing session and excursion. u noe my character too.. i may be stingy but i dun mind spending all my pay on ur bd which doesnt seem much compare to others. i kept complaining abt money money but in fact i dun mind spending money on u coz i really teng my XIAOPI. i onli like to complain n i dun mean it for u to return my money i onli like to say. Ya.. XIAOPI. tis name is a cute name i gif to u hope u dun forget it. y i will gif u tis name coz u r realli v wan pi n notti n tt e way i like u to be so i can take care of u.

u had promise mi tt u will stay wif mi till i dun wan u, treat me gd but u didnt did it. i wont blame u on it realli.Sorry i didnt gif u happiness. i noe u dun feel haapy wif mi so u choose to gif up i dun hate u becoz u really make mi feel loved for the past few yr. really.. but till now i really noe tt u treat mi v gd.. i will miss e way u play wif mi everyday n when u come my hse zzz i still kick ur head n u ans mi in a veri cute way, we lying tog on bed for e whole day when we wake up n refuse to go out of e room. we use to have a great day during ur first bd at sentosa n e playing of everything dere. zoo too we have e most pic in our life i tink. haha. i had also seen all e bad habit u gt and e unglam moment..the thaliand trip too. now u gt e passport n i save up our expense le but god is playing trick wif us. our dream of holiday is gone. haha

ok..tis r briefly how i look in tis relationship.. now i dun have e chance to take care of u le, fetching u c doc, zzz beside, u bringing u out for fun, fecthing u after work or home, sharing ur bad times, singing wif u, chilling wif u n prata shop wif u, cooffe club movie town bugis, cheating ur money, beating u, scolding u,accusing u,shotuing at u, rushing u lastly waiting for u. i miss everything i meant it. but pls dun smoke too much la i noe i alway scold u for tt n try nt to work event so much too. pls tc of urself ah. dun be so navie n believe ppl easily. muz learn to protect urself n girl dun drink so much and dun go hm so late. its dangerous as ur hse alot of strange ppl or else ur mum wan scold u again le. i will miss ur ah ma too haha.she v gd n cute.ok. all e best to u huh. study hard n if mood nt gd u can ting of our happy memories. tis will help i tink.

2008-08-12T16:53:00.004+08:00

Some random photos found in my cam.

Pardon me, i'm trying to act like a DOLL.

Saturday (Nationdal Day)

I may appear to be nonchalant in everything but my heart bleeds everynight before i can fall to sleep. If letting go can ease the sorrow of being together i may choose to do so.

2008-08-12T04:58:00.004+08:00

I was watching Elva's new MTVs earlier on. I think i wanna get her CD someday.

Her CD album got 3 diffferent covers.

Nevertheless, she's god damn gorgeous. I like!

Someone told me its a blessing to be in a relationship, so i should cherish it as long as i can...

2008-08-11T05:21:00.003+08:00

I think the term foolish is the exact word to describe myself right now...

Btw, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY to my darling Agnes. Hope you did enjoy your birthday. You shall have a smashing one next week, meanwhile mug hard for your exams :) And your birthday card is still with me yeah.

I wish to overdoze myself with the whole packet of lozenges.

2008-08-08T15:03:00.003+08:00

On Wednesday, caught Money Not Enough 2 with baby, kaixiang and yingting at Cine. I was abit reluctant to watch this local movie because i never like jack neo. HAHA. However it turns out decent, with some parts damn funny and touching that i need to hold back my tears. 3.5 popcorns*

Wanted to catch Mummy but i've heard quite a few negative comments bout it.

Went for 2 castings the past 2days, its damn dreadful. I'm so gonna flung both of them.

Working later , its gonna be a long day. I shall prepare early in case i'll be late. Good Day pple =)

2008-08-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

Just finished dinner with the folks and I've got craving for durians now!!!

Its a pity that boyfriend, agnes and annie discriminate durians. I cant find any soulmate to eat durian with me =(

I rotted my ass at home today and the weather is killing me. Freaking HOT! Anybody wants to go swimming with me!!

I've been gaining weight recently holy SHITS!~!~!~ i'm serious okay.

There's a humongous big pimple on my nose extremely unglam. The pimple cream doesnt seems to help, loathsome.

I've got so much to whine.............

2008-08-02T14:14:00.033+08:00

1st August, Happy 34th month anniversary baby!

I'm proud to announce that we've conquered the ZOO!

Baby's mummy bought us Mac breakfast before we left for Zoo. I wanted to make some sandwiches but i hasnt got enough time to do so haha.

We're going to the zoo zoo zoo... how bout you you you.

Sometimes it feel good to be out for some vitamin E

On the way to Mandai..

At one of the gitt shops

We love this monkey but the soft toys are really expensive

False Gavial

At the treetops Trail

Cute little Otters

White Tigers. They are really ravishing.

One of the display boxes, the tiger look so real.

Babirusa

Some kind of small Komodo Dragon??

Kangaroos are very cute. I didnt got the chance to feed them.

Look at its head!

Next , we have the Hamadryas Baboon

I think their home looks really comfortable

I zoom into their reddish buttock, kinda gross.

We managed to catch the ending of the Animal Friends Show at the Garden Pavilion.

We proceed to Primate Kingdom with lots of species of monkeys.

I think this is call Brown Capuchin. It's not camera-shy at all, i took a video of it posing for the camera.

I got no idea bout its name

Surprisingly, we found a smoking area in the Zoo hahaha!

Nice seaview behind

Before going for our lunch at KFC, we headed to Elephants of Asia

The elephant ride cost 8bucks each hence we did not try

Deers

I love Penguins!!

Orang Utan

Chubby Polar Bear

Guanaco- Some kind of Lama

Look at their fur, and this one looks dead here LOL

Flamingo

Tourguide J

Tourguide V

Weather is too hot that i'd to bun up my hair, b0o my face looks so fat!

White Rhino

Shhh.. the Cheetah is soundly asleep

Baby with the cheetah

i'm very brave HAHA!

Baby wants me to take this down

Some statue that symbolise pple in Wild Africa

Baby said i might be possessed after i did this

The Zebras have very beautiful strips.

Ostrich

My favourite Giraffes! I look alot of photos of it.

The giraffes are approaching nearer

HAHA they are really very near

Meerkats

African Lion

Zoo is packed with alot of kids.

Random tropical crops plantation

Emo Chimpanzee

Reptile Garden- Crocodile

Baby is trying to disturb it

Porcupine

Me with the smallest SunBear

(Fake) Giant Tortise

(Real) Giant Tortise

Children's World Play Land

We catch the last Splash Safari Show at 5pm.

Only one photo taken during the show because my digital cam is dying on me...

We sneaked onto the tram (our admission tickets do not includetram rides)

The last photo in my digit cam- Tapir

30 August Thursday

Meetup with Aggy at Parkway for some shopping and chilling session. We had coffee at Mac Cafe and back to Aggy's house for more chilling.

Aggy using her lappy

Aggy's room. Dont'cha love her golden curtain? (its brown actually)

Aftermath, we took last bus down to pamela's house to have supper at the Mac Donald nearby. We had alot of laughter helping Aggy to think of the dresscodes for her party. LOL. Too much to note everything down, i can only say we're freaking creative.

Did some exercise at Aggy's house playground. FUN.

I spent a long time blogging this post.

My handphone is spoilt and i missed th casting with xiaowei this morning, i'm sorry babe!

Should I go out later??

2008-07-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

BORING!!!!!!!!

I was home the whole day feeling moody and emo.

Did not joined agnes and maxine at Sentosa. I think i missed the fun :(

Did not go baby's house to nua with him. His family had crabs for dinner. On the other hand, I had cup noodle for dinner okay so pathetic :(

I cant sleep bacause i napped in the evening bloogy hell!

i'm gg to eat curry puff now....

2008-07-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

Yes, baby brought me out yesterday though he was still suffering from post-working fatigue HAHA. We went Fareast again because he thought i have not been there for awhile whereby i was there the day before. As usual, i caught nothing interesting so i just anyhow grabbed a pair of slippers and some nail art.

We had dinner at Nana Restaurant.

Thai Fish Cake

Hotplate Beancurd

Prawn Fritters

Before the food arrived..

Boring!

Bandung and Thai Ice-Tea

You see he is always so damn fierce, even to me. SOB!

Camwhore a little

Hungry man

While we're fagging.

After dinner and shopping, i came up with this awfully bad idea of going to Partyworld. The bill totalled up to 50 bucks even though we got the coupon for 4hours of free singing. The drinks, fruits, snacks, towels etc are so freaking over-priced!

We will not go back to partyworld again.

HAHA i think he's trying to be funny

Almond Milk Tea is nice

International Plaza

Will be having dinner at home before going to boyfriend house, i love it when mummy cooks dinner..

2008-07-27T15:09:00.004+08:00

Just taken my lunch not long ago, in the meanwhile i'm here to blog swiftly and return back to my tv.

Yesterday was town with Aggy and i only managed to buy a pair of heels.

Its very plain but the crystal is totally bling! Damage: 46bucks

I'm in love with long dress nowadays but i dont think i'll wear it frequently hence i hesitated in buying. The whole of fareast is selling long dresses and gladiators!! I wanted to buy a pair because Mondo is selling dirt cheap (Agnes got it though she had a pair already) however they do not have size 35. Hurs, anyway i'm thinking whether i'll wear it because all my frens know i love wearing heels :) Plus, i think mr boyfriend will boycott me LOL. I dont understand why some guys dislike gladiators.

And bloody hell, the DBS atm at fareast plaza run out of cash to dispense which make us have to head to Taka for dinner. And while we're waiting for bus171 to head to Marina Square the bus driver missed us and the next waiting time is freaking 32min LOL.

Supper and chilling at Marina Square HK cafe with dearest aggy. We had a bit of romantic strolling before we board the cab home.

Waiting for the lazy bum to wake up and bring me OUT..

oh ya, back to TV.

2008-07-26T01:59:00.005+08:00

I've just finished this Hongkong drama- Forenic Heroes 2

It differs from those police-catch-thief criminal story as it involves integrating laboratory techniques, logical reasoning, and forensic knowledge to fight against crimes. Their favorite quote is "Every contact leaves a trace. Every clue serves as a silent witness against crime". In love with TVB series esp when they speak cantonese HAHA though most of the time i'm looking at the subtitles.

Charmaine Sheh and Kevin Cheng look really good.

Freaking HOT!

Mr Boyfriend has been working since wednesday but we still managed to meet up for a short dinner the past 2 days. YAY, i cant wait to see him on Sunday!

2008-07-24T16:21:00.004+08:00

I NEED RETAIL THERAPY !!

i've been hibernating at home these days and none of the things caught my eyes when i'm out shopping. My lucky star issit following me recently, the stuffs i bought last week are not as lovely as i thought they were and the crystal on my last pair of C&K heels that i wanted to purchase is default. I need to hunt down this pair of heels at the other outlets soon cuz i'm in love with it. I'm still pondering whether to get that BEBE tank top.

Caught 2 movies for the past weeks.

Red Cliff- 3.5 popcorns

Perhaps you guys do not know i'm quite drawn to the chinese history like wars and the strategy they used (reliance on the cast also). HAHA okay i sound so man. Furthermore i like tony leong lately, i think he's very charmimg okay.

The Dark Knight- 3.5 popcorns

This movie is not up to my anticipation, must be due to the overflowing postitive comments that i heard. But still, its not too bad though its kinda draggy. The joker is damn hilarous and i quite fancy the batman-bruce wayne LOL.

Back to my TV.

2008-07-22T15:20:00.009+08:00

We had a small gathering session on the 20th for chaiping birthday, dinner at Taka Crystal Jade.

Starting with me very vexed over what to order...

Wow lots of choices..

Still very vexed

The 2 of them

I look like one hungry ghost checking out the delicious food

Hoonie cant smile properly because she just extracted her tooth

I've got no idea i'm looking at where

Taking photo behind my back

We share the desert- Double boiled Egg with Birdnest jelly in Coconut

haha toothache

toilet shots..

love them!

my photography skills suck

She love the Coach Coinpouch :)

Very reluctant annie

BEBE top for my lovely

I love it too!!

muackzz

ECP HongKong Cafe

Make a wish...

The cake is delivered there by CJ

So cute right i wanna catch them all!

Me
Reminiscing our childhood

Lastly, Happy 22nd Birthday Hoonie =)

Back for more updates alright..

2008-07-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

I'm very FREE everyday but i'm just LAZY to update.

I cant recall what happened for the past few weeks. Gatherings, Work, Stayovers, Movies, Quarrels......

I'll be back to blog ASAP when i'm feeling much much happier.

2008-06-18T16:45:00.007+08:00

Hey people i'm finally back to blog about my tiring weekend.

Like i've mentioned, I wasnt really in the mood for any big celebrations this year. So yes, on the 14th June it was dinner at RedDot Brewhouse oer at Dempsey with the usual gfs, followed by a whole night of fun in the hotel room at Strand Hotel. Although everything was so last minute i really enjoyed the day.

I'm too lazy to upload every pic up here but its all in facebook. Here's some...

RedDot..

We love beer...

We're heading to Room 605

One of the bathtub shots.

Weee the leopard print sofa is love!

the guys drop by ..

the birthday girls.

My birthday present from the darlings. Canon Ixus 80 in Candy Pink for my 21st :)

I hearts the tripod too, its quite useful okay.

On my birthday itself, it was apparently a day with my lovely boyfriend. The boy hide my present and the cake in the car boot without me knowing. He wanted me to help him check the meter in the boot and because i dont catch what's going on , i stupidly open and shut the boot thrice before i realised the present that was placed there. I must be blind.

We headed to OneRochester for dinner. Nice ambience!

Chilling time at the smoking area..

After the dinner, we head to Cineleisure Kbox to meet up with baby's fren when i decided to share my cake from Awfully Chocolate. This is Huimin (aka Botak) whose birthday is 3days before me.

one group photo using my tripod haha

The goldheart necklace baby got for me, I love it thanks baby!

Caught "The Incredible Hulk" yesterday night which i think it was great! 3.5popcorns*

I'm very lazy to go out everyday......

2008-06-13T03:47:00.004+08:00

i knew that not every relationship is smooth sailing, likewise for a long relationship there are deem to be ups and downs and its even harder to sustain the sparks between couple. I always believe that time is not a problem, a 3 years relationship can still be as loving compared to a few mths relationship but i guess this time round i'm really wrong. I dont know what goes wrong but it just doesnt feels right. Its indeed an emo night, no doubt that i got too much free time to think of all these dumb stuffs.

Damn, today is Friday the 13th. I wish it will be a better day :)

2008-06-04T03:57:00.002+08:00

ROARRRRRRRRRR!!!

This holiday is extremely boring. I hasnt bought any clothes since GSS started and nothing entertaining is keeping me busy. I want retail therapy!! Haha i'm simply too lazy to even plan my birthday, i feel like killing myself. Okay, perhaps Dempsey/Rochester/Chijmes/Emerald Hill......

I'm pondering perhaps a chalet can really save all the trouble.

Btw, baby just received his enlistment date- 16 September. And this stupid boy is so silly and irritating because he told me it'd be better off if we break up before he is going NS. He said i'm his burden!!!! Hello uncle neo, wtf!

Anyway i knew he is just being paranoid that i'll cheat on him/break up with him because he got no time to acc me etc. Hmmm of cause i cant promise we will be together forever neither can I gurantee our relationship can persist for these 2 years, BUT i can be assured that I will try my very best to hold on our relationship.

He's the only one who will fetch me for supper when i'm hungry, bring me to the doctor when i've chicken pox and rashes, behave like my maid when i'm lazy, allow me to pinch and beat him when i'm angry, piggyback me when we're at home, forbid me to watch tv when i'm supposed to mug, fetch me from work, let me snatch his blanket when we're sleeping, see my horrified naked face haha, fetch me around to collect notes from my friends, text me every morning and night, force me to eat supper with him, pay bills for me when i'm broke..........................................

I just wanna let you know you're the best that i can ever asked for even though i'm always whining to you how superb other boyfriends were.

Alright i should exercise healthy lifestyle soon. Nights peeps =)

2008-05-29T16:36:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS!!

i can finally blog after soooooo long. Today is my first day of holiday i ought to be feeling excited and should be out of my house having some fun.. YET i'm hibernating at home right now. I cant really explain my feelings- happy because i can finally get out of the exam shits yet aimless cuz i've nothting to look forward anymore haha. Alright i shant groan anymore i shall enjoy my very last holiday in my life.

Let me list down some stuffs i wanna get myself done this holiday:
-do something to my hair (dye/cut/reborn etc )
-get my navel stud asap cuz i lost it while working weeks ago.
-plan for my 21st birthday
-Shopping!!!
-get a job for this holiday
-get my nails done
-stock up my cosmetics
-brazilian wax
-KTV
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i can only think of these much right now. Agnes just told me Gucci tote bag is only selling at 700+ right now, make me so tempted to buy. I'm currently in love with burberry too. And i saw this samsung i8 digital cam which is kinda cool. wow, all these motivate me to get a job right now but i need to unwind till my birthday before hunting for job. Baby asked if i want to book a chalet for my 21st, i'm quite reluctant due to several reasons.I'm simply a lazy woman and i hate to plan, further more pamela twinnie is having her birthday bash at downtown east on the 15th too. Well perhaps i should settle down for some quiet birthday with my lovelies and loves one. I told myself no more clubs this year but i feel like drinking so I told aggy i wanna go somewhere to chill and drink. HAHAHA perhaps you girls can help me plan lol.

Damn, my sister took my choclates that i just bought ytd!

back for some tv....

2008-04-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

I'm damn tired now, deprive of sleep!! In fact, i'm also deprive of time and momentum. It wasnt a good day today, woke up early for school and yet unable to crash into the macro local lecture because of the "door-bitch" that refused to let us in. Me and rachel ended up having lunch in school and a short mugging session at the library. Nevertheless, it was an unproductive day.

Had supper at ChompChomp with the gfs last friday where Maxine kanna birdshit on her hair. OMG, she's damn optimistic la because she keep laughing. I cant imagine how i would react, probably i would blow up and cursed the stupid bird?? Saturday was dinner with aggy in town and we chilled in Town the whole night (Spinelli, people watching at Cine, KFC, roaming around)

Sorta quarrelled with the boy over the no of times we're meeting each week. He said i did not make an effort to meet up with him and i'm always giving him excuses like i wanna study/revise at home. And yet, i still hang out with my friends or ended up watching tv at home. Okay, i admit i've the lazy bug in me but he does not understand that i always cant concentrate when i'm studying at his house and meeting my friends is one of my alternatives to destress. Anyway, i'll try to make more effort BAH.

I've yet to fix a date for dinner with annie and chaiping, i'm tied up with all my nonsense. I've the urge to club.

ghostly me

centre-parting me

I'm gonna hit the bed now.

2008-04-04T13:34:00.006+08:00

I'd 13hours of beauty sleep last night from 10pm to 11am which was totally heavenly! Yesterday me and rach had our intensive Maths revision classes whereby we were merely copying down what the lecturer wrote instead of understanding what he was teaching. We headed down to Bugis to shop and had dinner after school.

I think baby is gonna kill me because our plan was foiled! i'm supposed to meet him in the morning for breakfast, followed by slacking (studying) in his house and homecooked dinner. Haha and yet here i'm blogging. I gonna study my pbf later, pbf uol lesson tml :(

Maxine fetched me, rachel and aggy for supper on Wednesday's night at Upper East Coast Hk Cafe, which was great!!

some random pics to share...

This is Evon, worked with her 2weeks back. She's real sweet. I like the way she do her eye makeup, but i guess you cant see it here.

I dig this dress but it is utterly bare at the back, so its quite redundant to buy it. Btw, the boy said i look ugly in it.

Taken at BQ bar, i'm attracted to the advert behind.

At rara's house with her YUAN DAI DAI. Lol.

should i go out later?

2008-04-01T15:38:00.004+08:00

1st April, Happy 30th anniversary :)

I hasnt been blogging recently, been busy with my revisions although its proceding freaking slow. My life is kinda dull as my weekends are dedicated for 7hours revision classes. I should be mugging now and yet i end up surfing net haha.

I supposed Agnes Ho is back from her holidays, i cant wait to meet up with her and see her new hair style!

Btw i attended Mandy's 21st birthday bash at Amara Sanctuary Sentosa last saturday with the other "4sisters" LOL. The villa was real cool plus the ambience and surrounding was very peaceful, suitable for couples to have a small break free. But we did not stay till late as me and rach were worn out due to our early class at 10am. It was so sweet of maxine to fetch us in and out of Sentosa, its great to have friends who drive haha! However, we did not catch up much as Mandy was busy hosting her other friends as well. And its a pity that aggy and jem did not turn up.

Grabbed this picture from engteck's facebook, i shall wait for rach or pamela to tag me with the ohter photos!

Supposedly to have dinner with Chaiping and Annie this week, but my schedule is quite packed this week because i've 3 days of intensive 7hrs revision classes.

I should jolly well get myself prepared to meet up with the boy later on for dinner and ktv session. I need shopping badly too!!

2008-03-19T04:14:00.002+08:00

I think my blog got problem!!!

Sky of Love is freaking damn touching and nice. I like i like :) I wanna watch it again LOL. The guy is so cuteeeeeeee.

I'll be back to do a proper entry soon.

2008-03-07T01:11:00.004+08:00

I did not go for Macro mock paper today, boo!!

Anyway i have not finished study for macro and i dont think i can make it for my pbf paper tml argh!! I feel so sad because i cant get things done all the time :(

Alright, enough of studies. Baby came over from his workplace to fetch me to Kallang Airport for dinner ust now. Though it was only a 1 hour plus date, it was fun and sweet! Perhaps due to we had little time for meeting up recently, it made me feel the need to cherish the times we had. Did i mention i'm cultivating my temper these days haha! Whenever the boy yell/scream at me, i always give him a smiley face :) BUT BUT BUT this does not apply all the time, i do lose my temper sometimes LOL.

Baby is busy working recently, hope he wont get worn out. He just told me he's saving for our holiday trip. Yeah, he's going alone because i'm cant go ( i'm not saving money). Nah, that imply that i should start saving too. Hence, i'm working for apple tml for VB promo. (sianx but for the sake of money..........)

Last Sat V1 Racing...

Natasha, Sonia, Apple, Me and a random guy.

i shall rest for today....

2008-03-02T03:20:00.004+08:00

I did not manage to do any revision today. Before work i tried to browse through the notes; after work i tried to study at baby's house and till i reached home i cant even bother to take a look at them. Alright, i take it as a break today i shall revise TML (hopefully).

Anyway, work with apple, sonia and natasia was fine earlier on. It was an annual D&D whereby the theme was similar to F1 (it was named V1 haha), they even had the tyres and racecars over there. Btw, i think Sonia is damn gorgous i simply adores her features :)

i took this pic hastily. i love the choker that apple made, can you see it?

I did not went MOS with the girls today.

I did not had proper dinner today (somebody pangseh me) hence a sandwich+babys mum soup+icecream make up my dinner. And thats account for my grumpy stomach over here. Baby wanted to fetch me for supper before sending me home BUT i knew he was tired over his work today, i lied that i'm not hungry. SOB.

Rara, i need to get the VB top from you by Monday evening okay.

I've yet to dye my hair and i kinda miss my thick long hair. My hair is freaking little now haha thats explain why i make the effort to curl my hair recently. Maybe i should just dye my hair back to black and make my life easier?

some other random pics...

i had this (cai fan) for my lunch like 3-4 times a week but i dig it!!

i rem i used to own this carebear when i was young. how bout you guys?? i'm going to pester baby to buy it for me LOL.

baby's new shades.

I hope i can wake up early tml. Nights :)

2008-03-01T03:08:00.002+08:00

happy 29th month anniversary to dear and i :)

its a long journey and i believe we still have a long way to go.

anyway, my revision is going on very slow. i'm begining to doubt whether i can make it for my pbf prelim (not to mention macro) .

working for apple at grand copthorne later, feeling damn dread because rachel is not working with me and i do not know the rest of the girls. i miss working with danielle and victoria.

i think i should stop buying dresses. in fact i'm lack of tops, shorts, slippers and bags hahaha.

meeting annie for mugging session on 11march, we're very cool to fix a date alr.

i hope baby will find a job soon and "yang" me. LOL.

last sat i puke after drinking a few glasses of beer. i think i cant hold liquor well these days. BUT i lost 0.4kg haha.

i want to meet rachel, xw and diana to mug one day.

and coffee session with agnes.

i shld rest early i'm feeling very bored :(

2008-02-26T03:46:00.004+08:00

I watched these two movies during the chinese new year period- Kungfu Dunk and Ah Long Pte Ltd.

4 popcorns. I kinda like jay chou's character though he keep acting cute LOL.

3.5 popcorns. Haha i cant deny its a very hilarous movie but i'm not very interested in the content.

Watched this anticipated movie yesterday at Cineleisure. Wooo, i love this movie even though there're some parts that i cant figure out. Overall, its great :) I'm in love with L and his gestures especially when he type on his keyboard haha. Do catch this, i love fair guy w00ot!

Thats "L" in real life, i'm sorry i forgot his real name. He look very different from the character perhaps due to make up?? Please do not discriminate me if you dont think he's cute haha.

This post is very random, will be back to blog ASAP. loves!

2008-02-22T01:55:00.008+08:00

I nearly forgotten that i do own a blog haha. I guess i've disappeared in this cyber world for 1mth plus haha.

Anyway, wished everyone a belated happy lunar new year & valentine day!!! (i know its freaking late)

Alright, i shall post up some random pictures. I've got not much time to blog, its time for me to hit the blanket.

V'Day 08 (Our 3rd valentine)

CNY Day3- River AngBao

CNY Day5- Bugis with Hoon and Annie

CNY Day1- Home

Dont ya think my parents are sooooooo cute haha, well i guess it only apply to me. And, everybody has been saying both my sisters look alike, and i resemble nobody :(

my cute cousin

At Annie's house one fine night.

Btw, the woman between me and chaiping is annie's mum. She look young right.

Supper at Yishun 925

Topone KTV and dinner at LaiLai Beef Noodle.

Btw, i think the ktv is so-so only, the only bonus is its colourful furnishing?? I dont really like the system and the songs are not the newest hahaha.

We love Bugis toilet you can see right LOL.

Btw, the news reported that edison chen will be leaving the hongkong show buzz?? I kinda sympathised him because everything happen was caused by his own actions. But i benefited cuz i got the chance to look at their nude photos ops. Nevertheless, i think he still carry minimal fault as its his own private life, blame it on his luck.

I'll be meeting jocelyn (josy gf) this saturday, she's such a sweetie to lend me her notes to photocopy. She said she will be coming Kallang to meet me first before going meet josy. I gotta get her some chocolates etc. And, i hearts diana too because she lent me her macro notes haha. BUT, i seriously dont blame any of my friends who dont lent me their notes as i know its my own responsibilty to attend lesson myself. I shall not comment much.

And out of a sudden, i've got the urge to turn my fringe to bangs and dye my hair to bright colour. BUT, i shall not be so impulse haha.

Gonna turn in now, attending the last lesson of CF tml. I should mug hard these days cuz mock exam is coming, mayb i should go for any one of the papers to get the real feel of exam. Night sweets :)

2008-01-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

Baby had his lasik opeartion yesterday and had been sleeping early these few days. I'm expecting him to see clearly such as an ant on the floor after a few days of rest :)

I feel so lonesome in in the night especially when i couldnt sleep. Studies is stressing me enough, along with other stuffs i feel so helpless really. Okay, i may sound pessimistic but i'm really trying hard to build up my confidence.

Exams will be in May and prelims start in March. Tell me how am i going to digest everything this few months when i'm actually at loss and hanging no where.

Alright, enough of all those bitter wordings. I realised it had been some time since i camwhored haha. Hopefully i can post up pics the next entry. My body shop stuff had already arrived and i'm collecting them from xw tml. I ordered their Seaweed Toner, Vitamin E mosturizer, Cheek blusher and Cranberry Shower Gel. Unfortunately i cant get to use the face products cause of my skin. I want to let go of them!! But i dont think there will be anyone keen haha, hence i guess i have to hold on to them till the time when i can start to use other facial products. (which will be like mths later)

New Year is approaching but i feel kinda gloomy.

I should hit the bed soon i have early lessons tml.

2008-01-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

My first post in 2008 :)

I'm listing down some resolutions (though they are always not accomplished) :

- spend more time on my studies which include attending school

- save money

- improve my punctuality

- boost both my inner and outer beauty

- better time management

- happiness with bf

- set up online biz

Anyway, its very difficult for me to evaluate whether 2007 was a good/bad year. I just hope every year will be promising and happy for everyone.

I spent my new year eve with fireworks-watching at Tanjong Rhu, droving around and some chilling session with baby's friends at Mr Bean. This time round is with his another group of friends ,17 of us (mostly couples) and 6 cars.

I'm feeling awfully depressed these few days. I've been popping in pills since ytd and i'm living in this world with my lowest esteem. I hate this kind of life and i really hope i can get over this asap. Its the most dreadful first present god gave me in year 2008. Thanks baby for his encouragement and accompany these days i truely appreciate :)

2007-12-31T05:29:00.000+08:00

I've been hitting the bed at this time everyday, I knew this late timing is disturbing my life somehow. My mind just couldnt stop thinking and how i wished time could stop at certain period of my life. I really hope 2008 will be a marvelous year and I can be more dilligent in everything I do.

2007-12-30T02:26:00.000+08:00

Hello! I think i should blog now since i'm kinda free. Its Saturday yet i spent my day slacking at home. As i mentioned earlier, my mood swing is farking damn serious these few days. There are so many factors that are affecting me which i dont wish to list it down.

Let the pictures do the talking ya?

17dec- Sakura

annie took this on the escalator and she nearly fall oops!
my backveiw suck
i like this pic bcause i look so so slutty!

hoonie's fav pic of me.
Burger King

Mrs Pringles?

Christmas Eve 2007

first time drinking wine together.

Raffles Place forget to zoom out.
Central

our very 3rd xmas
in the toilet
shihjie and shihui
i'm so high that night!

27dec: Supper at Hk Cafe

we'd lotsa fun taking pictures.

one of my wish is to tie a nice bun i look so short!

Caught this movie few days back, the chipmunks are soooo cute. And i like Thedore haha! 3.5popcorns*

New Year is just few days away, wish everyone Happy New Year. Hope 2008 wil be a great year for everyone of us.

Hope rachel and ricky will be alright :)

I love annie's new digit cam alot!

Its time to start saving.....

2007-12-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over and we're awaiting for the new year!

i'm lazy to upload pictures so sorry.

fuck, i need to get rid of my serious moodswing and insomnia.

2007-12-17T03:52:00.000+08:00

its monday again, can you the B-L-U-E-S!!!!

2007-12-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooooo damn pissed.

i was caught in the rain just now and i ran in the rain to get back to my house. yes,totally drench because the rain is just so fucking big. i waited for ard half an hour for it to stop yet it didnt.

how i wish i have someone who is always there for me, willing to listen to my grumbling, supporting me for whatever i do, talk to me when i cant get to sleep, pay more attention to me, SHELTER ME IN THE RAIN.

2007-12-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

i'm at baby house now and he's busy playing psp!!

I suddenly have a lot of wishlists need to be done:
-visit to doctor
-eyelashes extension
-eyebrow embroidery
-add volume to my hair

more expensive wishlists:
-botox to make my face smaller
-lip embroidery
-whitening injection

HAHAHA...

Haha i know i'm being damn vain, but i seriously hope i can be prettier. I dont wish to like depend on makeup forever. Dont every girls wish to remain as beautiful when they wake up in the morning.

okay very random again, off to watch tv:)

2007-12-13T03:22:00.000+08:00

i've been lacking of updates recently, its not that i'm really busy but i'm just plain lazy. There're quite a few photos to be uploaded yet i'm lazy to compile haha.

hmmm,let me recall what i've been doing the past few weeks. Yes, this post is really random.

Caught 2 great movies recently, "The tatooist" and "The Golden Compass".

3.5/5 popcorns

Went for a free photoshoot last monday but have not yet receive the photos. Haha i did not put in much expectations either but its was really a gd experience and i get to meet/know more pretty babes!

Thursday was a private event at MOS whereby everyone was supposed to dress up in school uniforms. I borrowed the school uniform from my primary school friend last minute. SAJC uniform okay, cool right?

me and danielle (dont you think she look like the linda from taiwan?)

Celebrated baby's 20th birthday on Sunday and Monday. Pretty fun though the dinner at Dempsey was disappointing. The food does not taste good yet the price was expensive. But supper at Coffeeclub do make it up a little. I stayover at baby's house after so long and yes its still good to have somebody to hug me to sleep.

i sneaked out of kbox to get him a slice of cake as surprise!
secretly snapshot inside the neoprint machine

i begged him to take neoprint with me (1st in the 2 years)

masking time

Btw, the boy got himself a new PSP-slim as a present. I'm in love with car racing and i wanna play Mario haha! Dear,please help me hunt for enchanted as well muackx!

I got a haircut last week, i trimmed (around 5cm which is alot!!!!!) and i simply hate it!! Its no longer that long and straight anymore boo.

Gotta sleep now. LOVES.

2007-11-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

I missed school for many days this week which is so so so WRONG!

I've been feeling real sick and tired the past few days. Ever since the boy came back, i worked for two days and have been hanging out till late night and only managed to sleep before the sun rise. Yes you can imagine how slack my life is and i dont even seem like a student.

FUCK. From next week onwards i should behave like a real student. Come to think of it, i feel bad when i waste my parents money on the school fees and yet i did not attend school.

Working with danielle is good, and also some other girls that i'd knew.

I ought to look for some nice and cheap boots so i can return Apple hers asap.

Rainy days make me stayed at home. I'm waiting for my dinner now.

Caught this movie"Enchanted" with baby yesterday night. Yes, its like a fairytale and its nice! Haha like what the boy said, all girls will love this movie. Give it 4popcorns yeah.

My dinner is here, byee peeps.

2007-11-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, life is still okay without baby by my side but obviously it will be more FUN, HAPPY & JOYOUS if i can spent every minute with him. I really miss him alot.

i'm glad i still got some activity on going when he's out of Sg. Saturday i accompany xw down to zouk for awhile, Sunday was some quality time spent with my family at home and today was cake-baking session at xw house.

we bought roast chicken and campbell soup as dinner from cold-storage and the ingredients for baking cheesecake & choc fudge sponge cake. Yes,in the end both the cakes turned out GOOD! Though the appearance may not look very appealing but its really tasty! all thanks to andy for bringing down his oven, blender, mixer from his house. The red-ruby desert weixuan cooked was yummy too.

we ended up each bringing only 2slices home. well,its the experience that counts right.

Yeah baby will be coming back tml night and i cant wait to see him!

2007-11-19T02:09:00.000+08:00

i'll be missing you when you're out of town:)

please return back to my side soon, i'm counting down!!

2007-11-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

okay,since i got nothing much to do i shall post up some pictures taken long ago.......

On our 25th month anniversary, baby and i went Central's Waraku for dinner and chilling session at TCC.

Work for esprit private party last tuesday. The models are damn gorgeous!! I really envious their face, height and everything.

Taken at bugis carpark.

i'm acting like a ghost, haha okay i look like a ghost i admit.

We had kbox session at Marina Square last sunday.

Baby and i went for shihui's 21st party on the previous (Saturday) night alr and we went to play mahjong ytd.

Yes, they are sitting outside the window which look like some rooftop.

The birthday girl and me (shihjie & shihui) LOL.

The dinner cooked by us!! Actually i did nothing except scooping the rice and bringing the utensils.

The 2 couples..

The stupid boys drowned this insect inside a bottle. So gross!

i'll be back to blog soon...

2007-10-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

Saturday was working with rachel at Singapore Cricket Club. Yes,we stand under the sun for god damn 5hours. And the most drastic thing is that i did not any sunblock because i thought there should some tent for us to stand under!! In the end we sunburnt our shoulder.

After that was dinner Sushi for dinner and movie time with boyfriend. We caught "Unrest" which is a thrilling and great horror movie! U people should check it out =) I give it 4.5popcorns*

The whole of Sunday was raining but managed to meet up with chaiping and annie for supper at midnight. Haha many thanks to hoonie for coming my house to fetch me. We went Upper East Coast Hk Cafe for supper, and i brought them to Tanjong Rhu to slack.

i love this lyrics..

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
Give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

I really hope we can stay as loving as we used to be, i miss the good old days.

2007-10-27T03:30:00.000+08:00

i need some time to sort this out...................

2007-10-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

I caught this two movies last week.

Superbad, a super hilarous and sexual content movie. Give it a 3.5popcorns.

Resident Evil:Extinction. I did not watch the past few series hence i find it quite NICE yeah though i heard alot of negative comments. 4popcorns!

Coffeeclub last Saturday after movie with baby's friend.

Monday was meetup with annie and peilin.

Me and the getting fairer AnnieLim.Okay,ignore my expression haha.

I overslept for Pbf lecture at 830am today, i'm feeling damn guilty bacause i caused fangmin to skip together as well.

Currently listening to "Tell me where it hurts" by Mymp. Hearts!!