I'M SICK.

I had fever plus gastric pain yesterday night. Pimples are popping out absurdly, probably due to the heaty food that i'm gobbling everyday or pms. MADNESS!

On Monday, I had a big acheivement of attending 4.5hours of lectures. I payed my school fees and collected 2 big bags of notes from room1.08. It was good that i need not carried the big stack of notes home myself.

It was Xiaowei's Birthday on Tuesday :)
Maxine invited us to Timbre for their anniversary party. Overall, it was quite entertaining with the addition of free flow of foods and drinks (up till a certain time). Good Fellas is really good. And the self-proclaimed "not drunk" maxine fetched us to Newton Circus for more food together with Caimin. Btw, we were really turned off by an aunty that was walking around selling tissue papers.

Wednesday, chilled at HajiLane's BlueJazz with Aggy, Max and Huimin at 10plus pm. Des came to pick the hungry aggy and me at max's house and we went Meng's Kitchen at Thomson for sinful supper!

I missed school on Thursday FUCK. In the end, i had Beach Road's Fried Kuay Tiao and K-boxed.


Selegie's Beancurd and crystal-baos are LOVE!


Work is totally screwed up.

I'm deprive of more rest...

Surprisingly, i was home on friday night after work.


Yesterday because my partner was late for half an hour, we were made to stay back to made up for our lateness. Ended work at 11pm whereby Yk came to meet me for dinner at ECP. He send me to Balcony at 1plus am to meet up with the girlies- Aggy, Max and Pam. We went supper at Spize because Aggy was grumbling she's hungry LOL. Cantonment for some catching up with Caimin and Aljunied's Carwash for max's (bird-shit) car.

Btw, HAPPY BELATED 27TH BIRTHDAY to my beloved sister!

the more you push, the more i repel...

a BIG load off my mind !!

Thank god, my results is finally out like after how many million years. The school ringed me up at 11am and i went to check my portal immediately. I managed to clear all, some modules are abit disappointing though.




oh well, its over at last.

Wednesday- Dinner at White Dog Cafe before he went for his little getaway trip.


The food was satisfactory.



My top blend in with the pillar behind.



We moved to Paulander for beer.



I'm not really into beer actually.





Washroom at Conrad Hotel





Random

I attended school on monday and tuesdsay. Sian.

I'm supposed to be bumming around at Agnes house and cooking fried rice for her HAHA. I'm too lazy, FUCK.

Love or Bread. LOL

A few facts about me:
- shy in nature. unless i'm very close to you, then you will get to see my insanity.
- capacity of my tolerance is big but till a limit. If one day i flare up at you it means i'd enough of you.
- money is important (money cant buy love, but it can create love)
- like to act nonchalant but actually need attention.


One of my friend told me these LOL. Pretty cool.


Boring Sunday.


I'm hungry but i'm not sure if i should wait for food or just cook maggie noodle to eat. Sigh.


Pics taken yesterday night at Mt Faber Safra:

Jiali and Me.


She's a sweetheart.

Wednesday's friedrice was a bust! hahaha neverthelss its still edible and yeah try harder next time.


Rachel dropped by my house at 11plus before she head down Zouk to meet Xiaowei. Yes, needless to say for the next half an hour i was dolling up for club! We cabbed down at around 12plus. Run into Alvin Chow when we were queuing up. Took a puff outside Zouk and chance upon Jiaxi and his you're the one friends (I only remembered Clement and Caleb). And Peggy Chang is really gorgeous okay!! We headed to members to look for xw but she wasnt there. The two of us enjoyed ourselves with the drinks, finger food and our usual silly talks. I finally got to try out bubblegum shooter which was really sweet i hearts! We switched to Phuture at 3am where i bump onto Max at the entrance when she was about to leave.


Thanks Alvin for the drinks at Phuture! And i remembered i did talk nonsense to him.


And Jiaxi for taking care of us too.


Felt very apologetic that night because we made Des waited like 45min outside Zouk and i never picked up his call. He's really sweet to send us home.


And sorry to Yk for making him worried.


I reached home and puked immediately. In the morning, i puked the second time. After drinking <3 honey water, i puked again. Totally madness!


Thursday, I demanded Fried Kuay Tiao and Coke for lunch and my wish is granted:) So happy!! Mac Delivery for Dinner. Upper East Coast C-Nai Macau cafe for Supper with Agnes, Desmond and Josy.


Friday was work at Roxy Hotel. Des and Howa came to pick me up after i knocked off and we meet up Agnes and Maxine aftermath. Des was so kindhearted yesterday night because he bought alot of pratas back to his camp for his friends as supper. HAHA. Then we fetched Josy at his place and his Raffles Hotel mooncake was heavenly! The 6 of us drove to ECP Carl's Junior to fill our stomach, Carpark H for fun and lastly home (I was the last to be send home because i said something wrong lol)


Another uniform of Solbeer.




I think i look like the joker in the dark knight haha.



Planned not to work today but took up an event last minute. Maybe i shall rot my ass at home before the event start at 11pm.


I need new bag, new clothes, new kitten heels...






drinking is bad for both physical and emotional.

i always have the urge to text you to apologise to you but i do not have the courage to do so. I know you will be readiing this, but i cant help blogging this out. I know i've hurt you like hell, i do miss our past but to me, there's no turning back. I can only say i'm not worth your love. i'll be contented just to hear from you once in awhile.

i've been feeling terrible lately struggling with the overdued results from SIM, constant naggings from mummy and many others emotions .






FRIED RICE!!

I'm damn pissed+sad+frustrated...


I just called up RELC to verify if they have mailed out my results to me and i learnt that UOL did not send my results over to them nor SIM. I waited for like 1week thinking that my results is with RELC, now they tell me my results has not been send over. So what they expect me to do!! By the time my results slip fly over, its probaby like weeks later when school has started and ecr is over. There is nothing much i can do now except to WAIT for the reply from uol. The bloody SIM is still not answering my call. Sigh, my life really sucks.


School is commencing in one week time, i was kinda looking forward initially but i cant help feeling abit dread now.


Push away job on Saturday because i wanna enjoy the last few days of my holiday.


I finally had crab mee hoon at AMK yesterday after so many months of craving.


This is so cute!!

Singapore Chinese Garden Lantern Festival 2008
F8 Hello Kitty Go Races!
29th August to 28th September 2008
6pm to 11pm daily

Agnes is probably dozing off on the plane right now. HAHA. Anyway i'll miss this babe of mine for like... 6days.


I'm feeling kinda upset now.


I'm starting to ponder what I wanna seek for in my life to make myself happy. I admit i'm getting cool in everything.


My main concerns now are:
- my results and my studies in the upcoming semester
- earn more money (thats explain why i'm more enthu in taking up jobs even though it sucks)
- myself
- family and friends
.
.
.
which means i'm planning to cast aside relationship.


But i'm not happy now, i need to keep myself occupied to escape from reality.






Work.

I'm supposed to get back my results and get over this whole shits. BUT, my bloody results is still unavailable in my student portal and i ringed up SIM hotline everyday- nobody pick up! i called up RELC and they said they're processing the papers so they cant help me check whether my results is inside. WTF, i'm so worried about it everyday. i really pray hard i wont fail.


I remembered Sunday i went Bedok 85 with Agnes, Des and Josy. Its my virgin trip there. I dont know why I've never been there for supper since its like so famous.


Tuesaday i had supper at Geylang's Dim Sum with Yongkiat, Kaixiang and Yingting.


Yesterday worked for like 1 hour plus at BQ bar when they decided to postpone the event because it was pouring heavily. But the organiser is still kind enough to pay us the rate for 2hours. We had some bbq food upstairs before we left the bar. Candy's friend fetched Noelle and her to Town and send me to Bugis to meet up Agnes and Rachel. We had some shopping and we had MosBurger before we head to ECP MacDonalds with Maxine along. Max is so cute because she brought her laptop down trying to webcam with her Canadian HAHAHA.


I must mention this. Max dropped me at the prata house near my house and i take away Egg prata(with curry and potatoes on top) for my father. The prata man insisted on making a new prata for me damn funny. Though its a ten minute walk from the prata shop to my house, i still feel merry. LOL


The new VB top, i look so sporty yeah.



My sister is out of the bathroom. I need to go shower and get prepared to meet my aggy later. Bye peepssssssss.

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.

The happiest people do not necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.