I had a busy and long week! It was splendid!


Started from Wednesday night where Des and Howa picked me up at my house because i was grumping to them i was very hungry. Before heading for dinner we went town to fetch Agnes, Rachel and Xiaowei. We ended up at Clementi's Botak Jones. Xw and rara hit the club while the rest of us ( cm, des, aggy, me, max, jos) chilled awhile at Timbre and make our way to Zouk aftermath. Josy was damn high and he claimed that he was halfway to the moon, haha wth! I remembered the both of us are reluctant to leave but i still managed to drag him out as the rest were all drained and tired.

Grabbed this from nic's friendster.




Thursday, Yk fetched me to Mountbatten Road to collect my Guinness uniform and we had dinner at Upper East Coast Hk Cafe. He treated me dinner and got me Hello Panda cookies to cheer me up because i was whining to him i want to go Zouk the whole night. Thanks :)


Did a 4hours promo for Guinness at Harry's Bar on Friday . Work was fine as customers treated me and Felicia (from Corona) snacks and the manager ordered fries for us. After work i cabbed down to Dbl O to find Agnes, Maxine and the TP peeps. YES, the drinks there are freaking cheap but the dance floor is stuffy and the crowd was really so-so. The club switched on the lights at 3am and we were forced to evacuate the place.

The drunken cat Max puked inside an empty jar in the club, in the cab and lastly at her house void deck. Agnes did puke in the toilet. Actually the two of them were already half-wasted before i reached. Woo, i'm the most sober that night okay!! Haha nah, i was a-little-tipsy. We send max back to her house and slacked awhile (ring up josy and scold him lousy lol) before me and Aggy bought cup noodles from the nearby 7-eleven and eat at the void deck. Damn unglam we know! I really love to take care of my friends when they're drunk, provided that i'm sober LOL. I know this sounds abit sick but i'm pleased that i do have friends that will take care of me when i'm in drunken state.


Saturday, did an event at Marina Mandrain Hotel for SolBeer. Supper with Caimin, Yingzhong and Howa at Victoria Street and they send me home after that.

I kinda like Solbeer uniform- Simple and not revealing. But it was abit loose for me.


Camwhore a little before work starts.




I didnt have time to snap any picture with my partner Christie.



Btw i was ringed up yesterday to work for Comex, i couldnt take up the job because i had job in the night. Sad right!









I'm feeling unwell. 2 more weeks to school reopen, hurray!

I've got a savior who saved me from my dumbness. My handphone is well and fit now!


Caught Death Race yesterday, it was good- 3.5popcorns.




This movie shows about car racings, brutal killing and of cause hot babes. The convicts will be put through three stages of challenge, with the ultimate prize: freedom. Hence its either you kill or be killed. The lead actor is quite cute esp his freaking hot tattooed body which is damn sexy. I think i have a little fetish for hot bods now (not big size) .





My lower eyelid is swollen :(

I'm SOOOOOOO angry.

I mentioned that i've just collected my handphone, bloody hell although the censor is functioning well now but the volume of my hp is damn soft even though i set it to the maximum!! i couldnt even hear clearly when answering phone calls. This means i need to bring it back for servicing soon as my warranty and in sept.

And my job tml is postponed to next week, BUT i rejected another job earlier on because i thought i couldnt make it. Fuck, its promo for Absolut Mango which i think it'll be very fun la! Most important of all, I'm damn broke lately. I'm so angry with myself.

Going to have my lunch now.

22August Friday- Zouk

my babes



I'm like so happy.




With Kelly outside winebar.




Agnes with the white wine.




When Caimin stepped into Zouk at about 12plus, i demanded him to take picture.




My Sexyyyy




Bump into June outside toilet.




Vodka Orange




Cm and Rara




I think we spent a long time in the smoking area taking pics. In the end Des still came over to look for us. LOL.





My little lamb




I'm the photographer




Great shot, but look at my fringe. I'm always good in spoiling picture damn.




Bestie is the ultimate beerlover.




I didnt realise we took this pic.




Nicholas and Aggy. Woooot.




She claimed that this doesnt look like her.




HIGH!




With Cherie and Xiaowei.




The guys.




Overall, it was a fun night though we only managed to get into Phuture for like less than 10mins. Haha i didnt know i kept complaining to everyone i wanna go Phuture. Big thanks to Des for the drinks and everybody for taking care of me. That night cabfare totalled up to 30bucks.



I finally collected my handphone after like so long! Kindhearted Aggy came Plaza Sing to look for me after her Botanical Gardens Trip in the noon. We had dinner at MOSburger and Starbucks before heading home.




Tml i need to go to Eng Hoon Street.

It has been raining the whole day, this made me feel so nuaed. So i'm staying at home today to rehabilitate my energy for the late night outs.


Will blog about friday night in Zouk with the pics later on when i feel like it.


Yesterday someone delivered homecooked "Herbal Chicken Vermicelli" to my doorstep during dinner time. Aftermath I went Joo Chiat's Bat Kut Teh with Agnes, Max and Des. Actually i only drank the soup (which i think is too salty) and ate the Salad youtiao because i was not hungry. Earlier on, they went shopping at Bugis and got themselves a big loot, I also want shopping LO!! Chilled with Caimin and Christina at Cine for like less than an hour when min left for home and christina left for Play. Lastly we had Amk MacDonalds as our unwind spot. Everyone seemed so EMO. lol.








I miss drinking honey with water.

I WANTED YOU

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I


I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you


I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I


I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you


I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close...
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you




its always when the night falls, i get to see my brittle heart.

I decided to stay at home today because i've been hanging out late these days. And mummy is not very happy about this.

Tuesday
Meet up agnes and rachel at Vivocity for dinner and retail therapy. Finally get to see my rara after 1mth plus. Did some catching up though. She bought me a hellokitty mirror from japan which is really cute. thanks sweet!

Wednesday
Had dinner at "Changing Appetite" in Marina Square. Cantonment Road void deck for some puff and lastly Agnes house to slack. Btw, i appreciate aggy's accompany almost everyday. HAHA hope this woman wont find me a nuisance.







I miss home-cooked food.

Thanks to those that had showed concern when i'm feeling loss during this period. I dont wish to elaborate much on this issue. All i can say is i'm fine right now :)


Its getting boring to blog, i've been keeping myself busy these days. Dinners, Suppers, Shopping and most importantly Agnes's belated party last friday. Here are some of the pictures.


Birthday girl with her surprise cake(brownie) from her poly peeps. so sweet!



The poly mates.



CCHSM frens



4/9



When mandy and mark arrived.



Her bandmates.



My gorgeous bestie!



Its supposed to be picture perfect, but i blinked.



Sandwiched between the two 1.65m ladies.



Howa. My face looks so small GREAT!



I think this pic is nice. Caimin & Mandy



Sexy max.



I look so tiny beside the 1.8m tall Felix



Camwhoring in the room. (alr half-gone)

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And outside sitting at the bench.

You wouldnt want to look at the pics taken at the later part because i was damn CUI. haha.

Maxine managed to get home in her half-wasted state while i stayed in the chalet planning to accompany Agnes till morning. In factshe was the one taking care of me the whole night- holding my hair and stroking my back etc. Thanks darling! My alcohol level is ot really high, however I've got craving for liquor everynight which is really bad.

Need to get Agnes's birthday present real soon, i'm her life ATM. LOL.

Goodnight world =)

Leona Lewis- Better In Time

ok. i ustd how u feel n after seeing wat u type i had sorted ting out. i wont blame ur frenz or accused u of wat u didnt tink or done. but i strongly believe tt maybe after we cool dwn n be tog again we will be more loving n happier. maybe tis is a test btw us and tis is an obstacles for us to overcome to walk through a longer path for the future. we can ustd each other better treat each other wif respect n be more mature n have less small quarrel. ya mature maybe. we wont treat tis as puppy love n easily say break to each other..

so i really decide to gif u time to tink n hope u wont make e wrong decision coz it will be regretted or a mistake for the rest of the life. we had been e best frenz couple for so long n i hope we can still be one, share everything tog and no secret between each other. if we realli wan to be tog i tink we really muz be mature tis time or else how can we pass my ns time or even nx time when we come out to work but mature doesnt= no laugther no joke no playing la u noe.. tis few days i wont mention to u abt tis issue and let u tink properly k. when i call or msg u we can juz talk normally lor.dun worry n tink abt e same ting will come back again pls coz love can overcome everything and after tis incident i tink i will cherish u more n tink more of ur feeling. i hope u can do e same too.. haha.. maybe going for holiday will help us more? rem e time we spend in sentosa n u act lik japanese.lol

all e best yea. really wish to hear e gd news and haf u in my hug again to tell u tt i truely love u!

thanks for your post, i feel very touched after reading it. it meant alot to me..


i'm sorry that i hurt you so much, i know apologising is no way of compensating the pain that i've caused. you know it torment me too when i heard your voice just now, i really dont mean to do this to you but i know continuing this relationship the ending will still be the same. Pls dont ask me why will i know, its not because i dont trust you its just that i understand myself too well.


you may feel that i'm very selfish because all i'm concern 'bout is myself, whether i'm happy right now or whether i can have my freedom once again. but thats not true. i made this decision is because i dont think i can bring you any more happiness. No doubt that my feelings is not as strong as before but i've always knew that you've been tolerating my poor attitudes and bad habits. i truely appreciate what you've done for me. sometimes i do hate myself for being such a jerk. however if staying together cant bring us more happiness i rather let go and move on.


okay i may sound nonchalant and cruel but this breaking up issue has been happening like dozens of times and i think its time to make a stop to it. Frankly speaking, i cant bear to do so and i really do love you.


Perhaps one day i'll regret this decision made today, but all i need is a moment by myself right now. i know i may never find someone that loves me as much as you do, treat me as well as you do. because you're the best that i can ever ask for and i've never regretted falling in love with you. we can choose to forget this whole incident but you know everything wont be the same anymore. i'll always remember the happy memories you've brought me and i believe my decision will do us both good.


one thing i need to let you know is my decision is not being influenced by anybody neither do i have someone else in mind. maxine and agnes do not even encourage me to give up this relationship, in fact they speak good words of you. so, i hope you will not misunderstand my friends' intention.


i think i sound too calm till i myself cant believe it. my heart is numb.






val

e blog skin is really swt n nice..but too bad.. i will miss it.

Im really sad!!

Ya im feeling real sad rite now. hope u will c my blog here. precious moment of our 2 is no longer dere. im now tinking of our past memories. how we met each other . pub all anniversary sentosa birthday zoo hospital swt home prata shop dempensy rochester sch day movie park tanjong rhu. dere is no more now!! onli left memories.. from my heart i wan thx u for everything. for e past few yrs u really rock my life. we spend every min n sec happily tog.whenever we gt bad time we share it tog n gd time we enjoy it tog. i cant imagine how my life will be frm now onwards. i tried my best to save tis relationship but it take 2hand to clap. no matter how much i cant let go i stil nid to gif u e basic respect which i alway didnt gif u. i really hope we can be tog de..

do u noe y i tried so hard to save tis relationship? tis nt tt i scared lonely or wat. it tt i really love u. i gif u all my love till i cant take it back now. i feel tt its hard to find someone tt i really love, can chat wif mi everyday n wont run out of topic. chilling session wif onli e 2 of us for hours n hours, singing session and excursion. u noe my character too.. i may be stingy but i dun mind spending all my pay on ur bd which doesnt seem much compare to others. i kept complaining abt money money but in fact i dun mind spending money on u coz i really teng my XIAOPI. i onli like to complain n i dun mean it for u to return my money i onli like to say. Ya.. XIAOPI. tis name is a cute name i gif to u hope u dun forget it. y i will gif u tis name coz u r realli v wan pi n notti n tt e way i like u to be so i can take care of u.

u had promise mi tt u will stay wif mi till i dun wan u, treat me gd but u didnt did it. i wont blame u on it realli.Sorry i didnt gif u happiness. i noe u dun feel haapy wif mi so u choose to gif up i dun hate u becoz u really make mi feel loved for the past few yr. really.. but till now i really noe tt u treat mi v gd.. i will miss e way u play wif mi everyday n when u come my hse zzz i still kick ur head n u ans mi in a veri cute way, we lying tog on bed for e whole day when we wake up n refuse to go out of e room. we use to have a great day during ur first bd at sentosa n e playing of everything dere. zoo too we have e most pic in our life i tink. haha. i had also seen all e bad habit u gt and e unglam moment..the thaliand trip too. now u gt e passport n i save up our expense le but god is playing trick wif us. our dream of holiday is gone. haha

ok..tis r briefly how i look in tis relationship.. now i dun have e chance to take care of u le, fetching u c doc, zzz beside, u bringing u out for fun, fecthing u after work or home, sharing ur bad times, singing wif u, chilling wif u n prata shop wif u, cooffe club movie town bugis, cheating ur money, beating u, scolding u,accusing u,shotuing at u, rushing u lastly waiting for u. i miss everything i meant it. but pls dun smoke too much la i noe i alway scold u for tt n try nt to work event so much too. pls tc of urself ah. dun be so navie n believe ppl easily. muz learn to protect urself n girl dun drink so much and dun go hm so late. its dangerous as ur hse alot of strange ppl or else ur mum wan scold u again le. i will miss ur ah ma too haha.she v gd n cute.ok. all e best to u huh. study hard n if mood nt gd u can ting of our happy memories. tis will help i tink.

Some random photos found in my cam.



Pardon me, i'm trying to act like a DOLL.




Saturday (Nationdal Day)








I may appear to be nonchalant in everything but my heart bleeds everynight before i can fall to sleep. If letting go can ease the sorrow of being together i may choose to do so.

I was watching Elva's new MTVs earlier on. I think i wanna get her CD someday.



Her CD album got 3 diffferent covers.




Nevertheless, she's god damn gorgeous. I like!











Someone told me its a blessing to be in a relationship, so i should cherish it as long as i can...

I think the term foolish is the exact word to describe myself right now...

Btw, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY to my darling Agnes. Hope you did enjoy your birthday. You shall have a smashing one next week, meanwhile mug hard for your exams :) And your birthday card is still with me yeah.

I wish to overdoze myself with the whole packet of lozenges.

On Wednesday, caught Money Not Enough 2 with baby, kaixiang and yingting at Cine. I was abit reluctant to watch this local movie because i never like jack neo. HAHA. However it turns out decent, with some parts damn funny and touching that i need to hold back my tears. 3.5 popcorns*

Wanted to catch Mummy but i've heard quite a few negative comments bout it.



Went for 2 castings the past 2days, its damn dreadful. I'm so gonna flung both of them.



Working later , its gonna be a long day. I shall prepare early in case i'll be late. Good Day pple =)

Just finished dinner with the folks and I've got craving for durians now!!!


Its a pity that boyfriend, agnes and annie discriminate durians. I cant find any soulmate to eat durian with me =(


I rotted my ass at home today and the weather is killing me. Freaking HOT! Anybody wants to go swimming with me!!


I've been gaining weight recently holy SHITS!~!~!~ i'm serious okay.


There's a humongous big pimple on my nose extremely unglam. The pimple cream doesnt seems to help, loathsome.





I've got so much to whine.............

1st August, Happy 34th month anniversary baby!



I'm proud to announce that we've conquered the ZOO!

Baby's mummy bought us Mac breakfast before we left for Zoo. I wanted to make some sandwiches but i hasnt got enough time to do so haha.

We're going to the zoo zoo zoo... how bout you you you.


Sometimes it feel good to be out for some vitamin E


On the way to Mandai..


At one of the gitt shops


We love this monkey but the soft toys are really expensive


False Gavial


At the treetops Trail


Cute little Otters


White Tigers. They are really ravishing.




One of the display boxes, the tiger look so real.


Babirusa


Some kind of small Komodo Dragon??




Kangaroos are very cute. I didnt got the chance to feed them.


Look at its head!


Next , we have the Hamadryas Baboon


I think their home looks really comfortable



I zoom into their reddish buttock, kinda gross.




We managed to catch the ending of the Animal Friends Show at the Garden Pavilion.


We proceed to Primate Kingdom with lots of species of monkeys.


I think this is call Brown Capuchin. It's not camera-shy at all, i took a video of it posing for the camera.


I got no idea bout its name





Surprisingly, we found a smoking area in the Zoo hahaha!


Nice seaview behind


Before going for our lunch at KFC, we headed to Elephants of Asia





The elephant ride cost 8bucks each hence we did not try




Deers





I love Penguins!!




Orang Utan



Chubby Polar Bear


Guanaco- Some kind of Lama


Look at their fur, and this one looks dead here LOL


Flamingo


Tourguide J


Tourguide V


Weather is too hot that i'd to bun up my hair, b0o my face looks so fat!



White Rhino


Shhh.. the Cheetah is soundly asleep


Baby with the cheetah


i'm very brave HAHA!




Baby wants me to take this down


Some statue that symbolise pple in Wild Africa


Baby said i might be possessed after i did this


The Zebras have very beautiful strips.




Ostrich


My favourite Giraffes! I look alot of photos of it.

The giraffes are approaching nearer

HAHA they are really very near



Meerkats



African Lion


Zoo is packed with alot of kids.


Random tropical crops plantation


Emo Chimpanzee


Reptile Garden- Crocodile


Baby is trying to disturb it


Porcupine

Me with the smallest SunBear

(Fake) Giant Tortise

(Real) Giant Tortise

Children's World Play Land

We catch the last Splash Safari Show at 5pm.

Only one photo taken during the show because my digital cam is dying on me...

We sneaked onto the tram (our admission tickets do not includetram rides)

The last photo in my digit cam- Tapir

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30 August Thursday

Meetup with Aggy at Parkway for some shopping and chilling session. We had coffee at Mac Cafe and back to Aggy's house for more chilling.

Aggy using her lappy

Aggy's room. Dont'cha love her golden curtain? (its brown actually)

Aftermath, we took last bus down to pamela's house to have supper at the Mac Donald nearby. We had alot of laughter helping Aggy to think of the dresscodes for her party. LOL. Too much to note everything down, i can only say we're freaking creative.

Did some exercise at Aggy's house playground. FUN.

I spent a long time blogging this post.

My handphone is spoilt and i missed th casting with xiaowei this morning, i'm sorry babe!

Should I go out later??