stresseD!!!

Hi im here to blog again.. im feeling damn stressed up rite now.. u r oversea enjoying urself n yet i cant get through to u, cant hear ur voice or sms wif u before u r away.. hai we had broke up for 4mth plus liao n my mood is still feeling tis way.. dont u love me anymore liao? im suffering everyday n worse today.. ystd i see mao n kelly finally patch up.. i feel happy for dem but for us i feel veri veri sad.. its onli a small ting tt cause us to break up n y cant we be tog after so long de cool dwn period.. my leave is over soon n i cant even spent more time wif u.. u told mi tt u cant commit to me but i juz wanna noe e reason.. u kept saying tt i treat u gd n u can see tt even till now i still care for u so much..by seeing tis u still tink tt im nt e guy for u? y cant we juz happily be tog i really dun ustd if u feel tt u r happy wif mi for e past few yr.. i juz dun believe tt u can forget abt all our swt memories n forget how much u love mi or maybe all e effort we had made to make tis relationship going for so long.. i really dunno tt u still haf any love or feel for mi seriously.. i feel tt after so long u r still avoiding the problem in us.. u kept avoiding mitting up wif mi, chatting wif mi or reply my msg.. y muz u did tis? in the past, u told mi tt u wan to c mi everyday, like to chat wif mi alot and where all tis gone?

i had been tinking of our days tog everytime but had u been missing or tinking? or u juz wanna take time to forget everything by trying to keep urself buzi.. i seriously wanna pass u all e cards u had made for mi n let u keep n u can read it in ur free time lor.. tink of all e promise or chen nuo u had made to mi and tink of how much u nid mi n love mi in e past n hope everyting is true from the bottom of ur heart.. who r e one who is by ur side till now when u fall sick or encounter any prob, stress in studies or fanincial or family prob.. izzzit mi or others? i can say tt u r e one by my side too when im in hospital or when my family had prob, i encounter stress in poly n life.. u r e one who didnt left mi alone!!! and help mi through all e difficulties.. had u forget abt e effort u put n how we struggle through e hard period tog? i seriously need u to go n tink n not keeping urself buzi to avoid it really.. Can u promise mi tt!!!

juz look at all our foto or watever ting i gif u or contain our relationship n refresh e day wif mi? izzit happy or i really dun treat u well.. tis will help maybe