Im really sad!!

Ya im feeling real sad rite now. hope u will c my blog here. precious moment of our 2 is no longer dere. im now tinking of our past memories. how we met each other . pub all anniversary sentosa birthday zoo hospital swt home prata shop dempensy rochester sch day movie park tanjong rhu. dere is no more now!! onli left memories.. from my heart i wan thx u for everything. for e past few yrs u really rock my life. we spend every min n sec happily tog.whenever we gt bad time we share it tog n gd time we enjoy it tog. i cant imagine how my life will be frm now onwards. i tried my best to save tis relationship but it take 2hand to clap. no matter how much i cant let go i stil nid to gif u e basic respect which i alway didnt gif u. i really hope we can be tog de..

do u noe y i tried so hard to save tis relationship? tis nt tt i scared lonely or wat. it tt i really love u. i gif u all my love till i cant take it back now. i feel tt its hard to find someone tt i really love, can chat wif mi everyday n wont run out of topic. chilling session wif onli e 2 of us for hours n hours, singing session and excursion. u noe my character too.. i may be stingy but i dun mind spending all my pay on ur bd which doesnt seem much compare to others. i kept complaining abt money money but in fact i dun mind spending money on u coz i really teng my XIAOPI. i onli like to complain n i dun mean it for u to return my money i onli like to say. Ya.. XIAOPI. tis name is a cute name i gif to u hope u dun forget it. y i will gif u tis name coz u r realli v wan pi n notti n tt e way i like u to be so i can take care of u.

u had promise mi tt u will stay wif mi till i dun wan u, treat me gd but u didnt did it. i wont blame u on it realli.Sorry i didnt gif u happiness. i noe u dun feel haapy wif mi so u choose to gif up i dun hate u becoz u really make mi feel loved for the past few yr. really.. but till now i really noe tt u treat mi v gd.. i will miss e way u play wif mi everyday n when u come my hse zzz i still kick ur head n u ans mi in a veri cute way, we lying tog on bed for e whole day when we wake up n refuse to go out of e room. we use to have a great day during ur first bd at sentosa n e playing of everything dere. zoo too we have e most pic in our life i tink. haha. i had also seen all e bad habit u gt and e unglam moment..the thaliand trip too. now u gt e passport n i save up our expense le but god is playing trick wif us. our dream of holiday is gone. haha

ok..tis r briefly how i look in tis relationship.. now i dun have e chance to take care of u le, fetching u c doc, zzz beside, u bringing u out for fun, fecthing u after work or home, sharing ur bad times, singing wif u, chilling wif u n prata shop wif u, cooffe club movie town bugis, cheating ur money, beating u, scolding u,accusing u,shotuing at u, rushing u lastly waiting for u. i miss everything i meant it. but pls dun smoke too much la i noe i alway scold u for tt n try nt to work event so much too. pls tc of urself ah. dun be so navie n believe ppl easily. muz learn to protect urself n girl dun drink so much and dun go hm so late. its dangerous as ur hse alot of strange ppl or else ur mum wan scold u again le. i will miss ur ah ma too haha.she v gd n cute.ok. all e best to u huh. study hard n if mood nt gd u can ting of our happy memories. tis will help i tink.