i finally understand the meaning of "putting too much hope on smth will only lead to greater disappointment"

Yes,perhaps i pinned too much hope/trust on you, which lead to mi having so much disappointment now. i'm not angry seriously, i jux feel sad & disappointed. i noe wad you did is considered nth "serious".. BUT. i jux cant absorb. i cant imagine other things dat u'd done behind my bad.. mayb there is or mayb there is not.. i dun blame anyone at this moment..

i noe i'm selfish.. i'm not a gd person anyway.. perhaps i shld try putting myself in your shoes.

i feel so suffocated now.. i dunno how long more can i endure.

i begin to feel the ugly side of human beings.. thanks for letting mi see the real you. i appreciate (:

okay seems lyk i'm abandoning dis blog. well. life still the same for me.. except dat a few things happened reecently.

baby's dad was admitted to hospital last wk due to heart attack.. ya most prob becuz of smoking?? cuz i tink his diet n alcohol intake is still okay. anyway he's jux discharged.. may he get well soon yep:) and my dad is so unwell recently.. his hand is swollen n mayb nid operation. life is jux so fragile la. hope everyone is well n healthy!! god bless*

school is starting nxt week.. ops i've slack so long alr!! haha. i cant imagine wad i'm doin everyday..

my timetable.
August
Thurs- Principle of Banking & Finance

Sept-Nov
Monday- Macroecons
Wednesday- CF
Thurs- Principle of Banking & Finance

Nov Onwards
Monday- Macroecons
Tuesday- Statistics 1
Wednesday- CF
Thurs- Principle of Banking & Finance

Yeah sound quite slack for mi rite for e whole of August.. i'll be gg back onli one day a week.. argh. one thing i nid to change is my sleepin time!!! I'm taking CF & Macro wif rachel so happy. PBF wif fangmin, amanda dey all.. and Stats all by myself!!

planning to mit up ahwei my pri school bestie when sch starts, and jocelyn (josy gf) for lunch in school.

i wan some girlfriends session!!

i'm sorry to hoonie i wasnt able to celebrate her bdae wif her becuz last week i'm reali crop up wif lotsa things. shall mit up soon.

i owe annielim 30bucks for hoonie present and 15bucks for contact lenses.

i wanna get my mp3 soon.. yup e ZEN wan.
i wanna get my Hp soon.. N76 red colour!!

i'm planning to switch to livejournal or wordpress.. cuz its kinda bored at blogspot. i feel the nid to change my boring life!!

e weather is s00ooo DAMN hot recently!! its killing mi.. i'm even sweating so much at home.. haha. too bad i cant switch on aircon 24hr all day=(

ytd baby and i had dinner at Carls Junior.. den Kbox session at Marina Square.

i'm so bored at home.. but my sister jux came home wif "Why Why Love" VCD Part I.. haha yeah i can finally watch it on my tv screen instead of e pathetic U-tube screen.

i've yet to watch "Fantastic 4" and "Transformer"



okay.i'm off to watch tv.....

Happy 21st month anniversay to us:)

Went for e NDP rehearsal ytd. thanx shaofeng for e free tickets yep:) Btw,we're being cheated.. supposed to haf 20% of fireworks wan.. but in e end dun haf lor!!! haha.anyway except for the ver "hot" part.. everything is still not bad la.

On saturday we and Rachel went to Grand Copthorne to do a boxing event. Initially we're damn nervous la.. of everything. we even cabbed down wif fare of $11!!! why issit so ex ah.. we're abit late but not e latest..

the ring.. where the boxing going to take place.


the other pretty ring gals+apple n zeta

e rest all veri TALL!!


sylvia,me,apple,queenie,rachel





me and rachel camwhore in e toilet after e whole thing.. we're veri tired alr.

lastly,my pretty rara and mi:)

the boy came to fetch us at ard 1am tog wif kx.. we den drove down to HK cafe der to haf "ba chor mee" and milk tea..

anyway nid to thanx annielim for introducing dis job to us.. and apple for lending us her boots. haha of cuz we wished to continue if e pay is gd.. and if my baby dun mind.. haha.

gg to mit up e boy lata. mayb movie/kbox.. okay i'm off to rest n prepare soon.

i wanna get my grey skinny, guess wallet..