i gonna be lifeless for dis 2weeks.. argh my exam starts on monday (Maths paper).. and Econs on friday.. seriously speaking,i'm 82758443566 times more worried bout econs.. cuz UOL econs paper is a killer paper (dats wad rachel told mi) hahaha. anyway i gotta mit her up to get her studyguide from her.. mayb i can call her to teach mi?? hahaha. btw she got 3mths LONG holiday la...

hmmm.anyway jux celebrated annie's 2oth bdae. haha.recently der're alot of pple bdae ah.... soon it'll be mine.. okay,i'm not reali excited la.

cant wait to mit up wif my gals... been long time since we last mit up.

jialing sms mi n asked mi when i'm free to mit up wif e rest of the clique to haf a mini celebration for mi,annie & shane bdae before e guys went in for NS.. i'm busy!! but anyway she's still thoughtful la.

plan to go back NYP tml to find my boy and to print my maths past year papers.. haha printing in sch is much cheaper u see. haha. YioChuKang...kinda far.

been studying veri slow. and i feel kinda stress-up alr. i nid to PASS!!!!!


okay time for mi to slp. meanwhile takecare peeps. i wun haf time to blog often i guess:(

okay.. i MIA. anyway i'm kinda busy la recently.. dunno busy wif wad... every little thing but not on REVISING... see.i'm still here blogging instead of revising. e rest of my frens haf all started their revision.. argh i'm jux fucking lazy pls. so scare!!


let mi recall wad i did last week. em.thursday went for supper wif annie & hoonie after lessson. Treated dem supper at Chomp Chomp.. haha not becuz i'm rich BUT its my turn:) the boy came to fetch mi.


friday. supposed to dine wif dear & his family outside.. but smth cropped up. in e end the two of us went 684 to haf westernfood.. okay.den i got sore throat!!! Den Dvd session.. "Mr Bean's Holiday" in his hse.


saturday. head to bugis wif dear. he bought his CD and i managed to buy a top. oh god,long time since i last SHOP! aftermath, kx,kj & shihui came to find us. had dinner at Fish&Co. Drove to Yishun Dam slack for FEW hours.. Nice outing??


sunday,dear came to fetch mi for breakfast early in e morning! haha anyway study in e aftn at his hse..

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As usual, mon & tue went for lesson at SIM. btw hoon chaiping officially quit this bridging course.. she's decided to go ACCA (accounting private sch).. okay, yes i feel uber BORED without her.. but i shall respect her decision & wish her all the best yep.


Monday.. Supper at Hongkong Cafe wif my boy.


Tuesday.. Supper wif chaiping at AMK S11.


Wednesday (Today).. mit up wif annie & chaiping to QUEUE for our donuts at Donuts Factory located at Raffles City.. okay we queue for 2hours plus and managed to get our 1 .5 dozens of donuts!! But its reali yummy.. dear and i tried e Spicy Cheese & Peanut Butter Chocolate flavours alr... thumbs up* Pubbing wif the boy and his frens at serangoon garden after dat.. okay quite boring though.

LOOK at the box... looks nice


1 dozen of Donuts.. look so nice rite..


6 pieces of donuts..


mi. before miting dem..

Lesson tml.... SIANX to the max. i hope i can slp soon and wake up early lata to do some maths or read thru econs.. nites peeps.

i jux got a job offer.. okay not exactly offer from any BIG or well-known company la.. its jux a job intro by my aunt.. haha anyway its a temp job wherby probably nid mi for 1 mth?? anyway i was requested to start wk nxt mon IF I ACCEPT the job.. em jux basic jobscope lyk data entry?? the pay is either 7/7.50 per hour.. yes its quite high la.. since i'm so broke now why dun i accept dis offer?? BUT BUT BUT. my exams is starting SOON. 2-3wks time.. i'm afraid i do not haf sufficient time to Mug. cuz i got 1week studybreak. HAI. reali vexed bout it.somemore my bday coming soon la (1mth from today).. actuali i plan to look for temp jobs after my bday wan.. okay okay. i got so many excuses for not to wk.. i shall tink bout it:) i nid dey nid e answer real soon. Haf not yet discuss wif the boy.. cuz he nv reply my msg.. well.he's busy wif schwk la.. Oh ya,forget to mention e wkplace is at ANG MO KIO.. far from my hse and school!!!


btw,i rem today is Caimin bday=) Happy 20th bday.



Maths lecture lata... tata~

its e start of another wk.. so sianx i'm having lessons for 4days dis week.. from mon-thurs.. i wonder if i'll skipped any of e lessons?? haha okay i admit i'm a lazy bum.. but i definitely loves to attend maths lect oh tues.. anyway some of my frens haf started revising for e upcoming exams .. BUT me?? i'm veri slack la.. BUT i dowan waste my 700plus dollars!! i doubt i can pass my Econs.. Annie say she will come acc us attend lecture on one of the days.. haha

anyway nth much dis weekend. nv do any shopping.. its Dvd-weekend!! mit up wif hoonie & annie on friday.. for dinner.. haha actuali dey asked mi out for supper but since i jux got nth to do so i went to mit dem for dinner. we'd fish&co at wheelock place. saw hazel wif kelvin n their frens.. and hazel told mi she & kelvin had been tog for 4years alr.. haha dats long la:) aftermath e 3 of us went coffeeclub to chat till 3plus den cabbed homee. i realised we often spend alot on food when i'm out wif dis 2lovely.. haha i guess dey dun mind spending on food?? whereas when i'm wif my besties lyk aggy n rachel we rather had cheap dinner and spend our money on clothes?? haha.. okay,i admit i love the latter choice.

went Giant wif dear n his family jux now.. and supper at Jalan Kayu wif e family.. haha first time having supper wif dear's daddy.. i'm veri FULL!

the kiddy ahji....

US=)

yeah my Hi-5 is okay now.. it had been down for few days!! nearly wanted to send it for repair.. hope it wun spoilt again*

i've yet to alter my jeans.. i want to go Bugis's market to alter.. cuz its e onli place dat can take away e side button.. i got no jeans to wear la!! shit. but nobody acc mi go... (ahem)

oh,i wasted my money on the Loreal liquid eyeliner.. annie told mi its not bad.. but i seriously dunno how to use it WELL.. and e liquid eyeliner smurged v easily.. i'm someone who got loads of tears okay.. haha i still prefer my pencil eyeliner. So i went to get it today.

i want to get some "Honeystars" or "Cococrunch" tml to go along with milk.. i missed those kiddy days..

okay,i shall go do some Maths now:) my parents are still not back yet..

i want to be happy everyday.. i cant let any slight things affect mi:) god bless*

the weather is getting veri hot nowadays:( even without exercising i can feel myself sweating in my hse.. haha okay i admit i sweat easily.. ohh. i tot onli "obsese pple" sweat more.. i look so healthy but why i sweat more den any other gals!!! arghx pek chek*

sometimes i wish i'm not at home at nite. (8pm-11pm) becuz.. i simply cant stand the strain relationship my mum & grandma is having now.. and i can onli act ignorance.. sorry,its not i dowan to help out. but as i said last time.. when i voiced out wad did i get in the end?? oh i jux dun wish to mention again.. hate it la.. why cant dey jux live peacefully??

annie jux told mi her cousin took 3hrs to queue up for the yummlicious donuts at Donut Factory in the morning.. but if queue at the aftn it'll prob take 5hrs.. omfg.. it really taste so yummy??

anyway my mood is affected by the bloody weather i'm goin to go bathe now:)



-peace-

first of all, HAPPY BELATED BDAE to my Mummy!!!! haa. anyway din buy any present for her cuz i seriously dunno wad to buy for her. em gif her ang bao lyk veri funny huh.. she's more rich den mi leh.. lol. wanted to make a card for her BUT.. kinda funny oso.. wanted to bake a cake but i dunno how.. SO...

i'm eating lyk a PIG on Sunday.. woke up at ard 9plus in e morning.. dear came to fetch mi and we went for lunch wif his family n relatives for advanced Mothers' Day celebration at Kovan.. had those main course all dis.. e restaurant is not bad.. still can sing ktv wan haha.

after dat went back to dear's hse to take nap.. cuz we're both DAMN tired.. but we onli slept for 1hr plus den my mum called and said my family is goin out for dinner.. the boy is so sweet to send mi home:) thanx honey!!

reached home for awhile.. my sis's bf drove us to Geylang's "No-Signboard" to eat.. omg alot of pple der la..e person still say mux wait for more den 1hr plus den e food ll be served to us.. haha in e end.. e dishes came in less than 1/2 hr and e crabs came at ard 45min.. at least dats not very long la.. I'm SUPPER DUPER full lo.. my stomach haven even digested my lunch and i eat dinner immediately after my nap.. ohh.. somemore i eat not veri little hor.. my appetite is BIG!!

sis's bf drove us back.. and after i bathe.. dear told mi he coming to meet mi wif kx.. haha. i noe is not he WANTED wan.. is dey both nth to do.. so come find mi.. haha correct?? dun act. lols. we went kallang mac to slack n chat.. i still cant resist but ordered an Ice-milo & kip eating the boy's fries.. haha.

I'm too full to slp now.. shit* i tink i'm getting more naggy & naggy.. entry is getting longer & longer..

Some random pics..

in e car.. early in emorning.

my sporty boy hahaha

mine...

in e restaurant...

at his hse..

Dear's house downstairs is havin Pasar Malam.. haha. love it. i love e yummy food haha:) Anyway i bought a hello kitty alarm clock for myself and a Doremon tissue box for the boy.. he oso got himself a cig case.. haha

there's a HUMONGOUS pimple on my cheek.. it look lyk a mosquito bite seriously.. PLS get off from mi~ nitex.

as usual.. i'm still awake.

nv go anywher today.. except supper at M.Sultan der for Bah Gut Teh.. e food der is still okay.e soup taste betta as compared to the meat n you tiao.. lol. it've been ages since i last STEPPED into M.Sultan.. reminds mi of e past.. where e road is crowded wif "youngsters".. now its so damn quiet..

well talkin bout e past.. i noe i do not haf a very "glamourous" past.. as in i noe i wasnt a gd gal. stealing n stuffs etc. got a few ex bfs, flings or wadeva.. ITS ALL IN THE PAST.. sometimes i wish to share my past to my boy whenever we passed by somewher or wad.. but he'll always claim dat i'm such a flirt in the past?? why my hp namelist got so many guys no?? why everything i do involve guys?? sorry,i do not noe how to ans these qns.. But everyone got their own pasts.. why shld u dig it out n make a fuss out of it. i got my own way of living few yrs back cant i?? and so wad if i noe alot of guys in e past?? i dun tink its alot.. i mean excuse me cant u say i'm sociable?? at least i never did anything wrong when i got a boyfriend rite.. so i wondered if i shld erase my past or kip dem in my heart.. now,i find dat my circle of frens is getting smaller.. haa of cuz i dun mind.. i got my love ones wif mi.. my besties frm sec sch n some polymates.. in life, der are sure loads of passers-by.. and dats wad makes life.. oh ya, getting caught for stealing is indeed veri memorable for mi, aggy n rach.. but at least we learnt our mistakes n im sure we wun ever do it again?

i dun reali care how others judges mi actuali.. becuz dey do not noe mi.. so wad if i look lyk ah lian or wadeva shit.. is becuz dey do not noe my personality.. haha and hello now is wad century alr?? Does "ah lian" dis word still falls on mi?? sad to mention i'm goin to be 20 soon:( Yes, goin to say gdbye to the "TEENS" .. cant imagine i'm gg to be a grown up.. and financially-independent in future.. i'd to bear all my expenses myself.. needless to say, i dun tink i'm veri pretty oso. well i admit i dun tink i'm ugly too la.. i'm average or perhaps above average?? truthfully, i reali envious those with a veri gd complexion.. about features wise i do not haf any complaints cuz we're all borned wif it.. unless i go for plastic surgery lol. I hate to be compared wif others but i tend to compared myself wif others in my heart.. oh pls who wish to be lose out to others.. i do feel inferior at times too..

And i can say i got a reali bad temper.. well perhaps my frens wun realise dis.. becuz i seldom lose my temper in front of my frens.. pls dun ask mi why. i dunno e ans oso.. e onli pple dat i'll lose my temper on are my boyfriend and my family.. okay, i do guilty after i throw my tantrum esp to the boy. i do not know why my mood fluatuates so fast.. i can be happy at one moment and pissed off at the moment.. i guess i can get angry over very tiny stuffs?? i admit i'm petty.. but at least i dun bear grudges (haha i tink so).. seriously i hate myself for this la.. cuz i tent to spout hateful words whenever i'm angry.. how i wish before i lose my temper. e world can stop for few min to let mi cool down first..

Up till now.. i'm still pondering whether my decision to study in SIM issit correct nt. cuz e fees is reali high la.. and at my age (some even younger) lots of pple are alr in the society working and earning money.. but MI?? feel kinda useless la.. everyday wake up late, go out. come home, slp late den wake up again.. e routine goes e same for mi everyday.. Money is impt and of cuz i love money too.. who dun rite?? i oso wish i can earn money now.. no nid to rely on my parents anymore.. sometimes when i take money from dem.. i feel so shameful.. isnt it time for mi to earn money n gif dem?? i wish to carry branded stuffs too... LV wallet, Gucci handbags.. omg.i noe i sound materialistic.. And pls stop saying i love to haf car to fetch mi here n there.. who dun??

Sorry, i noe its a long and emo entry.. i cant help it too.. I seriously wish for a more meaningful life.. Anyway, i'm craving for "waffles with ice cream" haha..

The sky is bright now.. time to slp:)

planning to miss school today. omg i'm jux so lazy to go school:(

anyway,went town wif e boy ytd. planning to catch "200 pounds beauty" BUT BUT BUT.. e tickets are all sold out.. oh needless to mention bout "Spiderman III" all the slots are sold out la.. i bet pple booked e tickets 1 week ago?? so... we'd to forego our movie.. and shop ard in cine n heeren. Btw, i only bought a top n 2clips?? lols. i TRIED to curb my spending liao okay.

had dinner at "PepperLunch".. hmmm not much comments on e food. its normal..

Beef Pepper Lunch...

After some shopping n slacking. we decided to go back Hougang. Dear wanted to mit up wif kaixiang becuz he got smth to tell him?? (some boy's matters) lol. so.. drove back to hg. mit him at his void deck.. but when i desperately nid to pee, we headed up to his hse. Nth much e boy was playing PSP in kx room. den kx using com.. den i doin nth lols.

kx's cap..

took some pictures during e day..

drinkin coke in the car.. haha on our way to town!!

cam-whoring wif e boy..

took dis wif max last fri when we went dragonfly.. anyway e pictures are unsuccessful la.. we shld take again nxt time..

Off to bathe....

Happy 19th month Anniversary to US:)

01-05-2007