Taiwan actress Xu Wei Lun passed passed away at 7.37pm on Sunday (January 28). Her heartbeat stopped at 5.09pm and the doctors didnt managed to get her back after 2 hours of rescue.She met with a car accident on Friday night and couldnt recover from her head injury due to the internal bleeding in her skull.

OMG.. i was damn shocked to heard dis news from my boy dis morning. i TOT she'll managed to pull through.. its saddening.. Its a pity i guess... she's so pretty, talented, n someone wif great personality??

her damaged car...

Anyway she'll always be an angel in everyone heart..

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I'm dead beat=( and abit feverish.. gonna pop in 2pills lata on before i slp.. projs and icas are killing mi. i can feel i'm getting weaker and weaker...

i'm not supposed to go for sch tml. cuz der's no qm tut. and i'll missed e MA lect as usual.. BUT....... i gonna go back sch and do e f.entre proj. well i noe i shldnt be complaining cuz i din do anything to e proj since e start. em mayb abit..1%? haha. miting at 1230. haha anyway dear is coming to fetch mi first den we gg for our breakfast before gg to sch. his lesson is at 12. haha so roughly e same la... can set off tog. yeah den i gotta long bang oso. happy happy.

yep. i din went for e lunch today. dear's ma ma bdae celebration. hmmm well cuz i was late? den e stupid boy say i dunno how to go? omg. pek chek initially. haha he dunno wad's cab? lol dun slap mi. nvm managed to gif an ang bao to dear's grannie la. a small small "yi shi" haha

e story came.. when i reach dear hse. he said he got smth "BIG" to tell mi. haha. em.. some stuffs bout his bro and his gf.. dunno y ahming gf left after i reach while.. den heard from dear mum dat dey are quarreling smth lidat??!! i dun reali noe e whole thing so i'm in no position to comment so much oso la. but can see his bro is real sad. dear is sad for him oso.. haha shldnt use e word sad. cuz he's having mixed feelin?? sad/heartbroken/guilty blah blah blah.. lols* hmmm it makes mi wonder. does ages reali matter. doesnt it means as long as 2persons are happy tog ages doesnt matter. e boy say he want look for older woman to "yang" him.. well hopefully its an old woman. blessed* haha. to gals of cuz an older wan will be betta cuz can tk care of her?? haha dunno la. dunno wad nonsense i'm spouting again. i onli love my baby=)

its 4am!! i wanna turn in soon. hee after i washed away e yogurt mask on my face.. hee.




can god grant mi a better complexion!!!! aleluya*

its saturday and i spend my sat at home doin nth.. i slept for e whole day till 6plus and i haven study even abit. wtf why cant i be more sensible enough to study abit first.. still got 2more tests to go.. (management accounting & audit) ya nevertheless and projs to handup.. crm,qm,cmfi.. arghx its driving mi crazy..

had an arguement wif my boy jux now.. cant denied its my fault. i dunno why on earth am i losing my temper again. but i seriously dun feel lyk gg out. i dun wish to shop. sorry dear. i dun mind gg out and walk ard wif ya but u kip asking mi to tink dis and dat. u noe i hate decision making wan.. den he started accusing mi.. wad backstabber all dis. i'd enough alreadi seriously. y on earth am i deem to be seen lyk a slut or wadeva flirt.. or i'll run away when he go ns. Y? did i do anything wrong. i merely having guy frens. somemore we hasnt been contacting oso liao. jux once in a blue moon?? why i cant i be lyk any other gals or why cant my bf be lyk other bf.. of cuz he can control mi.. but jux merely frens smsing and chatting cannot meh. well wadeva i dun even care anymore liao cuz i dun even gif a big fat damn to it la as if i nid guys. its jux dat i'm doing dis why cant he appreciate.. all my clubbing session and hanging out wif my sisters i'd missed............... wadeva

hasnt yet to get my new yr clothes. but in fact i still got a few tops dat i haven wear.. or some dat i onli wore once. seriously speaking i dunno wad to get for nw yr oso. dis season is kinda sux i guess.. wif exams following behind.

tml is dear's ma ma(grannie) bdae.. wonder if i'm joining e family for lunch anot. will it be abit wierd? i haven tot of wad to get oso. birdnests? chicken essence? angbao? dun tell mi to get wad jade ah.. haha.



hai. i need to haf a puff..

its sunday.. omg tml is monday. gg back sch again. simply hate it to e core!! projs and tests awaiting.. when is all dis misery gg to end.. yup 1mth+ more..

Ytd was an unlucky day for mi...... i lost my 40dollars. (4 ten dollars ok).. i noe its not alot but its my money okay................ nvm.den wanted to went singing in e end nv go. nvm.. headed to wad punngol marina for awhile. den go haunted hse.. YES.explore haunted hse. i'm not scare of cuz. but i simply hate those mosquitoes and e wet grasses and e stupid branches that poke mi on my feet.. damn pissed off last nite. in e end had a quarrel wif boyfriend. ya.its reali dramatic la. and we throw our face in front of many pple.. anyway i'm reali sorry.. i noe i always lyk to "run away"..

one gd thing is.. i managed to buy some accessories from DIVA and haf a sumptous dinner at v8 despite e fact dat i got no money wif mi.. thanx baby=) DIVA is having sales right now.. 50% if i'm not wrong. i wanna go back der again!

Haven yet to do research for my cmfi proj.. argh. sianx ah.. after doin research still need to analysis all those.. omfg.

gg out wif lq and annie tml after sch.. will be heading towards town. actuali i dun plan to buy things oso.. dis new yr seems so boring la.. doubt my ang bao money will be alot too.. sad sad sad. wanted to buy topshop "skinny" jeans dat is grey colour. haf yet to try.. dun tink i'll buy any dresses for nw yr.. cuz i hardly wear dresses oso. i'll be a waste of money.

ya boyfriend wanna buy e red long sleeve top at Topshop

i nid to buy a present for dear's daddy

projs and crm test on fri

pass $ for mt present.. money again..

get my make up remover tissue and powder..

can pimples stop popping out. i'm stress enough=(

dear... jolin's concert? haha
haf yet to buy elva's new album...

i'm bushed..

with e whole large loads of projs and tests.. how i wish i can jux throw everything aside. and indulge myself wif vcds and more chilling session.. seriously nid to puff off all my emotions=(

tues and fri havin icas.. i haf tests every week!! and never ending proj is driving mi crazy.. plus i've been slpin late EVERY day.. wonder when is e day i gonna drop dead.

Ya and e weather is causing so much inconvenience.. tho it hasnt reali affect mi.. but i somehow feel more lazy in dis weather. gosh. so much things undone.. i haven go collect my contact lenses dat i'd ordered last wed. and haven yet to go alter my jeans. all those freaky jeans are getting looser i cant wear la.. and entre test to study oso.. nid a hair cut too.. hope can get all dis done tml..

i'm getting kinda depressed now. no energy at all. tonnes of things running in my mind. cant press e stop button at all. so i guess i gonna stay up late tonite.. and another stick of cig again lata..

i admit i'm somone hu tink too much. too much which makes e world look ugly to mi.. perhaps i got low esteem of myself. or wadever shit. i need to get out of dis shit. back to ownself..

watched death note ll ytd. indeed a great movie. 4.5popcorns i'd gif=) haha.




wanna drop by Attica one fine day girlfriends*

its 2007=)

wow finally a brand new year!! happy happy la. hope e year ahead is FUN+ENJOYABLE+SMOOTH+HAPPY for mi.. (and my boy of cuz) well 2006 isnt quite bad for mi la.. hmm mayb for e front half year.. i kinda hate e last quarter of e year when suddenly loads of things happened.

i'm not someone dat reali believe in new year resolution.. BUT i gonna make some here.. hope i'm able to follow dem=) hahaha at least i try la..

-be happy tog wif my dear (no quarrelling`)
-dun be late (regardless of schools, meeting up wif bf or any other meeting)
-cut down on cabbies (i can reali save up alot if i stop taking cabs to schs)
-better complexion (one UNCLE* said i got alot pimples lo!)
-change my attitude (i admit i got serios moodswing at times)
-cuts my fats down! (haha pls dun say i'm not fat. gals are never satisfied wif their own figure. Yes slim down on e bottom but not on top omg)
-study hard and pass this semester smoothly and graduate
-be positive
-spend more time wif family members (god pls bless my family + dear's)


ya..back to sch soon. sch sucks BIG time seriously.. miss e holidays. miss hanging out late outside everyday. and drinking session.. i'd been sleepin early lately. i ought get my ass to my bed real soon.


bye..