Wednesday, July 25

i finally understand the meaning of "putting too much hope on smth will only lead to greater disappointment"

Yes,perhaps i pinned too much hope/trust on you, which lead to mi having so much disappointment now. i'm not angry seriously, i jux feel sad & disappointed. i noe wad you did is considered nth "serious".. BUT. i jux cant absorb. i cant imagine other things dat u'd done behind my bad.. mayb there is or mayb there is not.. i dun blame anyone at this moment..

i noe i'm selfish.. i'm not a gd person anyway.. perhaps i shld try putting myself in your shoes.

i feel so suffocated now.. i dunno how long more can i endure.

i begin to feel the ugly side of human beings.. thanks for letting mi see the real you. i appreciate (: