all these precious moments...

yep.. i've finally graduated.. argh. but still UMEMPLOYED.. its diff to find jobs=(

My mood is utterly bad.. had a quarrel wif mum jux now. Anyway she gave mi a SLAP jux now.. YES i got a tight slap from her.. its e first time i supposed. i'm reali angry yet guilty.. i noe i shld haf kept some words to myself.. My mum is crazy i tink.. she wanted to jump down jux now.. ya again.. i dunno wad to do except pulled her in.. i'm reali tired of dis kind of life alreadi.. cant i jux haf a normal family.. i hate it my mum behave insanely.. ya i noe i cant blame anybody for dis.. perhaps i'm jux a sore in their eyes.. my sister late come home all dis is i teach wan la.. so if everybody commit crime is my fault la.. ya so everybody is blaming mi la.. even my father blame mi la.. he say i got a gd life n i take things for granted.. so he tink i'm happy living in dis family la.. if i can choose i oso wish i'm not born to dis family OK!! so i tink i shld leave dis hse ba..since evryone hate mi. but i need financial support if i'm moving out. first thing i nid is get a job.. i got no criteria for jobs now liao.. any jobs dat can let mi earn money i'm satisfied alreadie..

i noe my bf ll call mi go his hse stay if i wanna move out.. but i noe i cant.. how can i go his hse stay n let his parents tink dat i'm such a gal.. i cant possibly do dis..