e same ting happen again... i came hm frm work n wish to chat wif some1 but end up ppl having fun wif all tos shit again.. wat so great abt dem i really dunno.. y muz u everytime do e same ting n mitting e same ppl.. for wat? ppl r more rich or can give u more allowance every wk.. life is really lifeless, work n study onli n rest of e free time is worried aabt tis n tt.. tt all..
i really dun wan anything for my bd le.. i onli wan happiness n u to ting hua.. wei le my bd, everything change.. so i rather no bd for mi ok!! pls..... so no bd for mi k!!! really.. i wont angry de...

Yes e irritating SCHOOL had start`

wad can i say.. i simply hate school alot.. out of e 5days. i took cab for 4days.. well i'm NOT rich u see yet i'm spending lyk so much on cabfares.. wtf!! ya i noe i can onli blame myself for all dis.. when can i control my stupid HABIT!!

Gotta do entrepreneurship proj tml.. god.meet 1pm at cityhall.. is der any link u tell mi?? why on earth mux we meet der.. dun tell mi we're goin to some cafe or smth to do proj.. omg i guess der is a high chance.

AND work on sun.. sucks man. i seriously dunno whether i shld continue wkin der anot. its for e cash wise if i stay. BUT after 5days of schooling and if i spent my weekend wking doesnt dat make mi LIFELESS?? But dear bdae is coming. i gonna spend most of my pay. dosent dat means i left no money for myself to spend. hai kinda sad to tok bout dis.

i'm tired of LIFE!!!! e only thing i'm happy is to haf my DEAR in my life. he's e reason why i'm still living now.

Its mi again.. juz reach hm n plan to call her but she didnt ans or might as well say her hp no batt.. nobody noe how worried am i now.. im feeling crazy le!!! 13mth is really a v v unlucky mth..alot of thing change n happen.. dear start to work n noe more ppls n her love is changing.. i dunno y??? maybe ppl dere hav more $$ or she get tired of mi le... i hav noone to tok wif so i write dwm on her blog.. i noe u nid $$ so i let u work n trust tt u wont change but im wrong... i really tried my best to giv in to her le ... i work no matter dere is slot which i sometime really dun feel lik working.. is becoz of wat!!! is becoz of U!!!! i wan to earn more money n buy ting for u.. am i wrong??? who noe how much pressure i had now!! work till now so tired already n hope to reach hm n hear her voice but wat i get in return... if u really lik ur collegue or watever job so much more dan u love mi, pls tell mi!!! i really duno wat can i do now!! maybe tos who had really noe wat is love can ustd ba.. suan le ba.. i wont care so much frm now le.. wan stay wif mi or hav ur own life doesnt matter le!!!

Gosh 4more days to sch REOPEN!!!!! i dowan................ i hate school.

Yes i'm awake EARLY today.. unlike e usual 3-4pm.. haha planning to go out wif ah dear lata.. yep some shopping session before sch starts? hehe. he wanted to catch a movie lata.. but i prefer singing heh. haha well but as a gd gf.. "i'm anything la" lols. i'm excited excited!! i wanna buys loads of things though my pay is not in YET~

Ya.i still nid to dye my hair ok. and u tink i shld trim my fugly hair? hehe. well.. i called to book appointment jux now!! but e person nv answer!! pekchek hor.

Anyway.. i've alreadie decided.. i reali wish i can be happy u noe.i dowan to always vent my tantrum on my bf den showing him attitude when its none of his fault. i'm sorry darling. frankly speaking i can be easily irritated or agitated by small tiny matters lyk i got pimple,bad hair day,nv buy e things i wan etc etc.. (pls slap mi) so i hope i can change for a betta mi.. so dat HAPPINESS is back and bf wun suffer anymore. and my dear will allow mi to go work. i reali wish i can wk and earn more money when i can.. and i swear i got nth to do wif my boss. YES,he treat everyone equally gd.

i realise i've nelgect alot of my frens ard mi.. hai. i'm kinda guilty.well ppl may say i "zhong se qing you".. well actuali i din spent loads time wif bf oso.. sometimes i'll choose to idle at home and isolate myself frm e outside world. so i reali wish i can apologise to those i've nelgected..


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